LINDON COLLARD TOTAL RECALL
Wednesday, April 10, 2024
Saturday, March 2, 2024
Wednesday, February 14, 2024
THREE GIGANTIC LOSSES: I WAS A PASSIVE AND ENFEEBLED VICTIM AND I COULD NOT OBTAIN ANY REMEDY
MY PERMANENT RENTAL: I WAS REPLACED BY A FRIEND OF SOMEONE AT THE BCDC AT THE BURR HOUSE IN 1979.
I LOST MY JOB AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD AND I WAS DENIED MY DISABILITY PENSION. I WAS DEFRAUDED IN 1970.
Postscript: THE LOSSES ARE CUMULATIVE AND PERMANENT. WHATEVER ONE LOST OR DID NOT RECEIVE REMAINS FOREVER MISSING FROM ONE'S TOTAL WEALTH.
THERE IS A LACK OF ABILITY TO INVEST MONEY IN A COMMERCIAL ENTERPRISE OR TO CONTINUE TO PURSUE LONG TERM GOALS, CAUSED BY THE LOSSES.
Tuesday, February 13, 2024
Tuesday, January 30, 2024
Virtually paralyzed and ignored.
After a month of really bad paralysis I made it in to Sooke. I think December 14 2023 was the last day before this latest until today, bout of paralysis that I could do anything.
I HAVE REPEATEDLY TOLD MY MEDICAL PRACTICIONERS AND MANY OTHER PERSONS THAT IF I UNDERTAKE AN ACTIVITY ON DAY ONE, I AM NOT FIT TO ACCOMPLISH ANOTHER ACTIVITY UNTIL DAY FOUR.
A page on how I feel December 15 2023: This is today's entry among the 100 or "Apage on how I feel" so titled and dated in my 'Document files'.
After many days of Virtual Paralysis I was active yesterday for an hour or so. I attached a string of lights to the C-can. I had to stand on the ladder, place and secure the light string and affix 3 ties.
Today I at first could not straighten my back from "reverse arch spasm" sufficiently to be able to get out of bed, I had to lay there not moving. Now when I do stand to do bathroom or kitchen activity I have to lean on something or if I close my eyes I have more standing up strength. Sitting held in place by wedging legs and arms allows more and longer useful time , to write or eat or drink. I usually last only two minutes up on my feet and not just today, This happens a lot during a period of post collapse recovery.
I googled "paralysis, and I was offered among other things:
Why do I feel paralyzed?
Paralysis is one of the ways our body responds to stress, and there's ways to manage it. Living with anxiety engages your autonomic nervous system (ANS), also known as the fight, flight, or freeze response. The “freeze” response can feel like paralysis — physical, emotional, or cognitive.Apr 25, 2022.
I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THE POLICE COULD BE HERE.
THEY MADE A POINT OF TELLING ME THAT THEY COULD COME HERE ANYTIME, 24/7.
My energy is sapped by stress and anxiety according to the Googled quote. I feel I have to be alert for an imminent raid at any time. There is also a debilitating factor caused by the anguish I feel at having my homestead despoiled physically and at the loss of the quiet enjoyment of my property.
POSTSCRIPT:
PERHAPS WHAT I CALL "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS PARESIS? THIS CAME UP ON A GOOGLE PAGE.
Paralysis vs Paresis: Key Differences
Paralysis and paresis have distinct characteristics that help differentiate between the two. The main difference between paralysis and paresis are as follows:
- Degree of Loss: The main difference between paresis and paralysis is the degree of muscle function loss. Paralysis is characterized by complete or severe muscle weakness in the affected area. In contrast, paresis is characterized by partial weakness or reduced muscle strength in the affected body areas.
Another key difference between paralysis and paresis is that paralysis can cause loss of sensation and reflexes in the affected area, while paresis only affects muscle strength and control. Paresis may also cause muscle twitching or cramping, whereas paralysis does not. - Symptom Severity: The symptoms of paresis are typically less severe than those of paralysis. Individuals with paresis may experience weakness or difficulty moving a particular muscle or muscle group, while individuals with paralysis may not be able to move the affected muscle at all.
- Potential for Recovery: While paralysis may be permanent, paresis is often reversible with proper treatment. In paralysis, the damage to the muscle or nerves controlling the muscle may be too severe for recovery. However, in the case of paresis, with physical therapy or other interventions, individuals with paresis may be able to regain full muscle function.
AFTER MY TRIP TO SOOKE TODAY JANUARY 29 2024THIS IS HOW I WAS AFFLICTED BY PARALYSIS, UNABLE TO MOVE AND I WILL HAVE TO LAY DOWN AGAIN NOW.
Friday, December 15, 2023
I HAVE REPEATEDLY TOLD MY MEDICAL PRACTICIONERS AND MANY OTHER PERSONS THAT IF I UNDERTAKE AN ACTIVITY ON DAY ONE, I AM NOT FIT TO ACCOMPLISH ANOTHER ACTIVITY UNTIL DAY FOUR.
A page on how I feel December 15 2023: This is today's entry among the 100 or "Apage on how I feel" so titled and dated in my 'Document files'.
After many days of Virtual Paralysis I was active yesterday for an hour or so. I attached a string of lights to the C-can. I had to stand on the ladder, place and secure the light string and affix 3 ties.
Today I at first could not straighten my back from "reverse arch spasm" sufficiently to be able to get out of bed, I had to lay there not moving. Now when I do stand to do bathroom or kitchen activity I have to lean on something or if I close my eyes I have more standing up strength. Sitting held in place by wedging legs and arms allows more and longer useful time , to write or eat or drink. I usually last only two minutes up on my feet and not just today, This happens a lot during a period of post collapse recovery.
I googled "paralysis, and I was offered among other things:
Why do I feel paralyzed?
Paralysis is one of the ways our body responds to stress, and there's ways to manage it. Living with anxiety engages your autonomic nervous system (ANS), also known as the fight, flight, or freeze response. The “freeze” response can feel like paralysis — physical, emotional, or cognitive.Apr 25, 2022.
I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THE POLICE COULD BE HERE.
THEY MADE A POINT OF TELLING ME THAT THEY COULD COME HERE ANYTIME, 24/7.
My energy is sapped by stress and anxiety according to the Googled quote. I feel I have to be alert for an imminent raid at any time. There is also a debilitating factor caused by the anguish I feel at having my homestead despoiled physically and at the loss of the quiet enjoyment of my property.
POSTSCRIPT:
PERHAPS WHAT I CALL "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS PARESIS? THIS CAME UP ON A GOOGLE PAGE.
Paralysis vs Paresis: Key Differences
Paralysis and paresis have distinct characteristics that help differentiate between the two. The main difference between paralysis and paresis are as follows:
- Degree of Loss: The main difference between paresis and paralysis is the degree of muscle function loss. Paralysis is characterized by complete or severe muscle weakness in the affected area. In contrast, paresis is characterized by partial weakness or reduced muscle strength in the affected body areas.
Another key difference between paralysis and paresis is that paralysis can cause loss of sensation and reflexes in the affected area, while paresis only affects muscle strength and control. Paresis may also cause muscle twitching or cramping, whereas paralysis does not. - Symptom Severity: The symptoms of paresis are typically less severe than those of paralysis. Individuals with paresis may experience weakness or difficulty moving a particular muscle or muscle group, while individuals with paralysis may not be able to move the affected muscle at all.
- Potential for Recovery: While paralysis may be permanent, paresis is often reversible with proper treatment. In paralysis, the damage to the muscle or nerves controlling the muscle may be too severe for recovery. However, in the case of paresis, with physical therapy or other interventions, individuals with paresis may be able to regain full muscle function.
Saturday, November 25, 2023
IT IS NOT ABOUT THE PILES OF BROWN BANKNOTES. IT IS ABOUT WHAT I MIGHT HAVE EXPERIENCED AND BEEN ABLE TO DO IF I HAD NOT BEEN GRIFTED. GRIFTERS WORK ALL SORTS OF SCAMS , THEFT, EXTORTION, FRAUD...
ALL OF THIS MONEY WAS GRIFTED FROM ME LONG AGO WHEN MONEY BOUGHT MUCH MORE THAN IT DOES TODAY.
THIS IS PROBABLY AN ACCURATE REPRESENTATION OF THE ACTUAL CASH WHICH WAS GRIFTED BUT THE MONEY WAS WORTH A LOT MORE, MORE THAN FORTY YEARS AGO.
THESE ARE THE GRIFTERS IN MY FAMILY:
THESE GUYS GOT A LOT OF MY MONEY BY MY HAVING TO PAY INTEREST INTO MY PARENTS ESTATE. THEY GOT IT.
THEY COST ME A LOT BUT ONLY ONE OF THEM GOT MY MONEY FROM MY UNCLE ALBERT WHICH WAS DIVIDED INTO PARTS INSTEAD OF LEFT TO ME AS HE HAD DECLARED IN THE ORIGINAL WILL WHICH WAS HIDDEN FROM ME BY ALL OF THESE VILLAINS HERE ON THIS PAGE.
MY MOTHER FROM HELL STARTED DRAINING MY BANK ACCOUNTS WHEN I WAS SIXTEEN AND OF 10-14 K WHEN I WAS EIGHTEEN AND SHE MASTERMINDED THE THEFT OF MY ENTIRE INHERITANCE FROM MY UNCLE ALBERT CULMINATING IN WHAT WAS A MILLION DOLLARS AND A HOUSE BECOMING ABSOLUTELY ZERO DOLLARS FROM MY UNCLE'S ESTATE.
"I, ANDREW, DID NOT GET MUCH AND...":
Monday, November 13, 2023
ON BEING UNFLAPPABLE:
Thursday, November 9, 2023
Notes for blog.
When I turned 18, my Mother stole my trust fund from my Paternal Grandfather. I attended school for 14 years. I was on year 3 of a "Senior Management'' program at the CNR and I was expelled because I HAD CHANGED courses. How did they even know? I was thrown out of University at 19. I had a meeting with the University President Colin B. McKay where he spoke only about my Newspaper and how I should help the administration rather than criticize them. It is likely I was written to, but maybe not, my Mother always stole and kept my mail. Mother triumphantly handed me a letter from UNB as I was literally About to leave Montreal to go to saying I was "NOT READMISSIBLE". It was a stamp. STAMPED OVER MY TRANSCRIPTS.
At 21 I was denied my unable to work insurance and that happened again when I was injured in a motor vehicle accident for a second time. How many people be able to stand that. It is no wonder i went into virtual paralysis.
Today November 9, 2013 I lifted a 5 gallon can of gasoline into the trunk of the car. I became paralyzed; I could not get up for hours.
Is that hypo tension, low blood pressure, or does the pressure in the spinal column shut me down.
is that "Where the architecture of the back will not support the back the back will not support itself", Strain and Counterstrain.
I WAS INJURED AS A PASSENGER IN A MOTOR VEHICLE ACCIDENT IN MAY 1970.
I HAD BEEN INJURED PREVIOUSLY BUT I RECOVERED ENOUGH TO BE WORKING THREE WEEKS ON, ONE WEEK OFF, AS A CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD YARD FOREMAN IN VANCOUVER BC.
I RECEIVED VERY LITTLE ASSISTANCE. I WAS ON MY OWN WITHOUT MY "OUT OF WORK" INSURANCE. THAT WAS THE CNR CLERK HELPING OUT THE INSURANCE COMPANY. THE CLERK WAS SURE I WAS FAKING AND THAT STARVATION WOULD DRIVE ME BACK TO WORK. HOWEVER, I WAS PARALYZED UNTIL 1974 AND I WAS SETTLED WITH THROUGH FRAUD IN 1975, FOR THE PALTRY SUM OF $10,000.
YOU CAN READ ABOUT EVERYTHING WHICH HAPPENED IN MY COLLECTION OF blogs@blogspot WHICH I EMAILED TO YOU AND TO JOHN HORGAN PREVIOUSLY.
WHAT I AM WRITING ABOUT IS THE LACK OF ASSISTANCE I HAVE BEEN AFFORDED, I HAD BEEN A CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD EMPLOYEE (srb 673990-3) FOR 7 YEARS BY 1970. I RECEIVED NO GOVERNMENT ASSISTANCE AND I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH PERIODS OF SEVERE PARALYSIS WITH PERIODS OF VARYING PARTIAL RECOVERY FROM TIME TO TIME ALWAYS ON MY OWN. THERE IS NO ONE TO ASSIST ME, I DO HIRE PAINTERS AND YARD WORKERS, BUT I MOSTLY STRUGGLE AND HURT MYSELF WITHOUT ANY HELP DOING WHAT ESSENTIAL WORK THAT I MANAGE TO DO.
HOWEVER IT SEEMS THERE ARE ALWAYS 4 TO 6 OR MORE POLICE AND BY-LAW AVAILABLE TO HARASS AND INTIMIDATE ME AND TERRORIZE ME AND I COLLAPSE.
I CAREFULLY OBEY ALL LAWS AND REGULATIONS SO AS NOT TO BE SUBJECTED TO TERRORIZATION AND COLLAPSE BUT THIS IS DEFEATED BY THE FALSE COMPLAINANTS WHO CAN USE FAKE 911 CALLS TO SEND POLICE TO MY HOUSE. THEY ALWAYS COME UNANNOUNCED AND IN FORCE AND WITHOUT A WARRANT. I CANNOT FIND A LAW OR REGULATION WHICH PERMITS THIS TO HAPPEN.
WHY HAS THERE NEVER BEEN ANYONE TO ASSIST ME, I AM A DISABLED PERSON.
WHY ARE THERE ALWAYS MANY MEN AVAILABLE TO DRIVE OUT HERE TO OTTER POINT FROM SOOKE OR LANGFORD OR EVEN FROM VICTORIA TO TERRORIZE ME WHEN THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A CONVICTION RESULTING FROM THIS EGREGIOUS OVERREACHING AND THERE IS NEVER ANYONE HERE BUT MYSELF. ( I HAD A TENANT BEFORE 2000.) MY EMPLOYEES NEVER PHONED POLICE FOR PROTECTION AND NEITHER DID I.
I WILL HAVE TO LAY FLAT NOW I CANNOT WRITE ANY MORE BUT YOU MUST UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM WRITING AND THERE IS EVERYTHING IN DETAIL IN THE blogs AND IN THE email sent to my MLA.
Monday, November 6, 2023
Tuesday, October 24, 2023
ART IN ORDINARY HOME STYLE ARCHITECTURE.
WHEN YOU GET AROUND THE BACK OF MY OTTER POINT HOUSE, ARCHITECTURE IS PLAIN. THE SHED IS A SQUARE WITH A FLAT ROOF AND TWO SMALL WINDOWS.
THE EXCEPTION IS THE TOWER, IN A FORMERLY WASTED SLOPING AREA IN THE RIGHT ANGLE BETWEEN THE HOUSE AND THE SHED. THE TOWER RISES ON ITS CONCRETE WALL CLEANLY AND INVISIBLY SOARING STRAIGHT UP AND THAT IS MADE MORE CASTILIAN BY ITS CANTILEVER UPPER FLOOR AND STEEP ROOF AND WITH HUGE GLASS WINDOWS ON EVERY FACE.
THERE WAS STILL AN UNSIGHTLY HOLLOW AT THE BASE OF THE TOWER. THERE WAS ALSO A PILE OF 2" X 6" PRESSURE TREATED PLANKS FROM A DEMOLISHED DECK. I DESIGNED A TRIANGULAR DECK FINISHED IN GREY LIKE A POST WAR PORCH FLOOR WITH AN ENCLOSURE MADE FROM RECYCLED PATIO DOORS THAT OPENED ON TO A "FRENCH BALCONY" RAILING.
A GREEN TRANSLUCENT ROOF MADE FROM REUSED FIBERGLASS PANELS IS SUPPORTED BY A SPIDER WEB OF THIN ROOF JOISTS, IT FEELS VICTORIAN.
THE MOST ARTFUL PART OF THE DECK IS THE SUBSTRUCTURE COMPOSED OF LARGE DIMENSION LUMBER AND POSTS, GUSSETED BY LARGE THICK TRIANGLES OF WOOD, VERY NICELY PAINTED. THERE IS NOTHING UNSIGHTLY ANYMORE, NOT EVEN UNDER THE DECK.
I WILL TAKE SOME PICTURES AND POST THEM IN THIS ARTICLE. I DID THAT AND HERE ARE A FEW MORE PICTURES.
THE OTTER POINT HOUSE FRONT DECK WAS ENTIRELY RECONSTRUCTED ALSO.
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