THE EXTRAORDINARY LIGHTHEADEDNESS OF LAWYERS.

BARBARA YATES SAID TO MY EX-WIFE "IF YOU WANT MONEY YOU ARE BETTER OFF WITH HIM DEAD OR DIVORCED." JUST GREAT FOR MY FUGUE TO HEAR THAT. 

I HAD BEEN IN A HEAD CRACKING CAR ACCIDENT CAUSED BY A LEFT TURNING NEGLIGENT IN 1986.

ANY PROPER STUDY OF MY HISTORY WOULD UNCOVER THE FACT THAT MY EX-WIFE WAS NOT ENTITLED TO ANYTHING IN A DIVORCE ACTION.

FIRST, EARL SHAW, WHY WOULD YOU SEND ME TO BARBARA YATES?

I CAME TO SEE YOU BUT I WAS SO DAMNED FUGUED  THAT IT WAS ALL  I COULD DO JUST TO GET TO YOU. I DID WHAT YOU TOLD ME TO DO. 

"ICBC WANTS TO PAY ME $3000 FOR MY TIME AND YOU WILL GET A $0 SETTLEMENT" SAID BARBARA YATES. "ICBC SAYS YOU ARE WORTHLESS".

I NEVER HAD A HIGH TAXABLE INCOME. I HAD TAX FREE CAPITAL GAINS IN THE GOLD BUSINESS I WAS IN. I BUILT TWO HOUSES WITH MY LABOR DOING A LOT OF FINISHING WHICH DOES NOT GENERATE A T4.

EVEN WHEN I WORKED AT THE CAR LOT I WAS USUALLY FINISHING A HOUSE OR FIGHTING FOR MY FIRE INSURANCE AS WELL. MY WRITING AND MUSICAL SKILLS WERE IGNORED. ALL OF THIS CREATED NON TAXABLE WEALTH. ALL MODEL CREATION IN THE JEWELRY BUSINESS WAS NON TAXABLE WEALTH.

I SAVED MYSELF FROM EX-WIFE CREATED UNDER WATER INSOLVENCY TWICE BY THE TIME I MET YATES.

BARBARA YATES SHOULD LISTEN TO HER CLIENT, NOT THE INDEMNIFYING AGENCY WORKING FOR A NEGLIGENT.

I RECALL THE UNDERLYING CRIME MY EX-WIFE CREATED WHEN SHE SAID "SIGN OVER ALL OF YOUR ASSETS OR I WILL SAY YOU ABUSED ME".

THAT MEANS EVERYONE WHO AIDED HER IN FALSITY TO DISENABLE ME IS GUILTY OF AT LEAST OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE. 

MEMORY IS NOT ALL THAT IS REQUIRED TO UNDERSTAND THE HERE AND NOW. THE PRESENT IS ENTIRELY COMPOSED OF THE EVENTS WHICH OCCURRED IN THE PAST. UNDERSTANDING HOW THIS CAME ABOUT REQUIRES CORRELATION.

MY SISTER JOANNE COLLARD (NOW PHILLION, Phd CURRICULUM STUDIES) SAID "YOU THINK YOU ARE SO SMART BUT WE FIXED YOU". "YOU WERE GOING TO INHERIT UNCLE ALBERT'S HOUSE AND HIS MONEY AND WE FIXED THAT!" 

SHE ALSO SAID WHAT IS ANIMATED IN THE VIDEO AT THE PAGE TOP.

I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT TWO PEOPLE SAID ABOUT THE SAME EVENT.

I HAD REMEMBERED WHAT EACH PERSON SAID. I HAD NOT NOTICED THAT THE TWO VERSIONS OF THE SAME EVENT POINTED TO AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT MOTIVATION FOR THE ACTIONS TAKEN TO HIDE AN INHERITANCE FROM ME AND TO STEAL IT.

I THINK THAT IS WHAT THEY WERE UP TO. THEY WERE PROBABLY BOTH LYING!

MY BROTHER ANDREW SAID "MOTHER AND I DID NOT THINK YOU WOULD TRY HARD ENOUGH IF YOU KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO INHERIT ALBERT'S MONEY".

People are Stupid- Loopy And Loop-ed

I subtly make people offers where I can benefit them and they look my gift horse in the opposite end to the one in the proverb and fail to take advantage of what I am doing for them because it would cost me little and benefit them a lot.

THAT WAS THE CALCULATION I MADE WHEN MY EX-WIFE WANTED MY HOUSE AND MY AMPLIFIERS AND HARMONICAS TO SELL OFF CHEAP AND LEAVE ME PENNILESS. I WOULD HAVE TO MAKE A SUBSTANTIAL INVESTMENT TO TRY TO SUPPORT MY CHILDREN AND GET RID OF WIFE CONTROL AS I DEMANDED IN MY LETTERS TO HER LAWYER. 

I RECRUITED MY BROTHER, WHO I DID NOT TRUST MUCH ALREADY BUT WE WERE IN CONTACT IN 1990. HE AGREED TO BUILD MY EX-WIFE ONE OF THE $70,000 TO BUILD, 70 CHOICES OF HOMES IN A PROSPECTIVE BOOK OF HOUSE PLANS FOR SALE. 

SHE WANTED TO PLINK ME OFF OF MY HOME, NOT THAT USEFUL OUT HERE AT OTTER POINT WITH KIDS. SHE IMAGINED SHE WOULD SELL THIS TAINTED BY LINDON HOUSE AND BUT A WONDERFUL NEW SPECIAL BETTY HOUSE. 

I WAS GOING TO ADD TO FAMILY ASSETS ALTHOUGH SHE HAD NOTHING DUE HER I WAS GOING TO SUPPLY A MORTGAGE FREE HOME THAT MY CHILDREN COULD LIVE IN. I WANTED HER TO GET HER FATHER TO SET HER UP TO BORROW THE JUST $14K A LOT COST AND FOR HER TO THUS OWN AND PAY A SMALL ($300/ MO,?) MORTGAGE  ON THE PROPERTY AND GET THE ACCOMMODATION SUPPORT PAYMENTS FROM SOCIAL SERVICES. 

SHE REFUSED MY OFFER SAYING "I AM NOT GOING TO DO WHAT YOU GUYS WANT ME TO DO."I HAVE DECIDED, I AM GOING TO MAKE LIFE AS HARD AS POSSIBLE FOR YOU".

EVERYTHING THAT PROCEEDS FROM THAT STATEMENT OF CRIMINAL INTENT IS A CRIMINAL ACT AND ALL OF MY EX-WIFE BETTY COLLARD OR TRIXIE DASHEVSKY'S LITTLE HELPERS ARE CRIMINALS ENGAGED IN A MALICIOUS CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE WHICH MY EX-WIFE HAD DECLARED WAS " BECAUSE I HATE YOU" SHE SAID " I HATE ALL MEN, I HATED MY FATHER".

YOU GOT INVOLVED IN A HATE CRIME, PEOPLE WHO ARE STUPID AND LOOP-ED.

I REMEMBER ME LAYING THERE JUST LIKE TODAY SEVERAL TIMES IN THE PAST. OTHER EVENTS MARK THE TIME WHEN OTHERWISE IT WOULD ALL BE THE SAME JUST LAYING THERE VIRTUALLY PARALYZED.

TOTAL RECALL ALLOWS ME TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED.

I CAN SEE A THEORY OR  A THEOREM, WHICH CATEGORIZES EVENTS THAT OCCURRED MANY YEARS APART CHRONOLOGICALLY BUT WHICH HAVE SIMILAR CHARACTERISTICS. 

THE OPPORTUNITY AFFORDED BY TOTAL RECALL CAN AID IN THE UNDERSTANDING ABOUT HOW AND WHY PERIODS OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS OCCUR AND PERSIST.

I AM VIRTUALLY PARALYZED NOW IN THE SAME NEAR TOTALLY  INCAPACITATING TONIC IMMOBILITY STATE. AT TIMES THE SWAYBACK, A REVERSE ARCHING OF THE BACK IS THE PREDOMINANT DISABLING FACTOR. IN 1968 AND FROM 1970 TO 1974 I WAS VIRTUALLY PARALYZED AS I AM NOW. WHAT IS NOTABLE AND VIVIDLY MEMORABLE WAS MY 2001 SEPTEMBER 11th LAYING IN BED WITH WORSE THAN TODAY IN INTENSITY BUT VERY SIMILAR IN EFFECT "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS", AS I KNEW IT THEN. I HAD TO LAY THERE IN SILENCE AND DARKNESS BUT I ROLLED OVER AND I SWITCHED ON THE TV.

I WAS JUST IN TIME TO SEE THE SECOND JET CRASH INTO THE SECOND TOWER.

I keep coming back to where I try to figure out when the Collard Family Women`s gang had their first meeting about me.

MY EX-WIFE WENT UP THE ROAD IN 1982 OE 1983 TO JOIN UP WITH THE REDNECK GANG. SHE SAID SHE HAD TOLD THEM EVERYONE ELSE'S SIDE OF ANY CONFLICT I HAD BEEN IN.

( LIKE MY YEARS LONG FIGHT AGAINST A PHONY EVICTION FROM THE BURR HOUSE.)

THE REDNECKS WERE PRACTICING THEIR HATRED AND EXCLUSIONISM BEFORE I ARRIVED AT OTTER POINT.

THE REDNECKS UP THE ROAD MET CONSTANTLY AND THEY PRE-HATED ME.

ALL I HAD DO DO WAS WHAT THEY THOUGHT WAS MOVE IN TO THE FIRST OTTER POINT HOUSE. I DID NOT. 

"I SHOULD HATE YOU " SAID IRELAND. "YOU LIVE IN THE HOUSE OF THE MAN THAT GOT US BUSTED."

IRELAND AND OTHER REDNECK GANG MEMBERS HAD STRIPPED MY HOUSE OF COPPER WIRE, COPPER PIPE, FIXTURES, APPLIANCES, THE WELL PUMP AND THE PRESSURE TANK AND WHO KNOWS WHAT ELSE. ( THE HOUSE HAD BEEN LIVABLE, AND FUNCTIONAL. MERX HAD LIVED THERE WITH HIS FAMILY.) I REMEMBER I HAD SEEN A MORE EQUIPPED HOUSE WITH HEATERS AND A  WATER SYSTEM. THE LOOTING CAUSED ME TO HAVE A LONGER AND MORE EXPENSIVE HOUSE FINISHING TO ACCOMPLISH BECAUSE OF THIS. 

I ACTUALLY HAD TO SLEEP IN MY SCHOOL BUS AS THE HOUSE WAS DUSTY AND IT REEKED OF VARNISH AT OTHER TIMES.

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THE COLLARD FAMILY WOMEN`S GANG WAS ALWAYS CUTTING AWAY MY FINANCIAL SUPPORT. MY MOTHER STOLE EVERYTHING I HAD OR GOT, EVEN MY MAIL. THAT STARTED AS EARLY AS 1958 AND MY EX-WIFE STOLE MY MAIL UNTIL SHE LEFT WITH EVERYTHING I HAD IN 1990.

WHEN DID THEY HAVE THE FIRST MEETING:

WHILE I WAS WORKING MY JEWELRY  FACTORY FROM A ROLLER CHAIR? 

[1974 TO 1979 I DRIPPED WITH CHEAP JEWELRY. CHEAP, EXPENSIVE, IF IT IS REAL GOLD AND SILVER IT WORKS.]

WHILE I WAS CONVERSING AT THE ROUND TABLE AT THE BURRVILLA OR WHILE I WAS HOSTING MUSIC SESSIONS?

WERE THEY MEETING TO DECLARE I WOULD NEVER, IN 1974, GET BURRVILLA OPERATING AS A HOME AND FOR MUSIC?

WHEN DID THEY FIRST MEET TO START STRIPPING MY INHERITANCES FROM ME?

I KNOW THEY WERE MEETING AND CRIMINALLY CONSPIRING TO HAMPER ME AND TO SAY I WOULD NOT FINISH THE FIRST OTTER POINT HOUSE BY 1979.

DID THEY PREDICT I WOULD FAIL AT THE SECOND HOUSE AT OTTER POINT TOO?

THEY HAD A MEETING DECLARED TO TAKE ME DOWN BY 1984 AND THAT IS A CRIMINAL OFFENCE AS ALL HAMPERING IS MALFEASANCE AND THEREFORE IT IS A CRIMINAL OFFENCE TO DO THAT.

THE COLLARD FAMILY WOMEN'S CRIMINAL GANG  WERE MEETING LONG BEFORE THE RED LETTERED MEETING ABOVE  IN 1984. I HAVE TO KNOW WHEN AND WHERE AND ABOUT WHAT. ( ABOUT RIPPING ME OFF, I BET.)