I REMEMBER ME LAYING THERE JUST LIKE TODAY SEVERAL TIMES IN THE PAST. OTHER EVENTS MARK THE TIME WHEN OTHERWISE IT WOULD ALL BE THE SAME JUST LAYING THERE VIRTUALLY PARALYZED.
TOTAL RECALL ALLOWS ME TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED.
I CAN SEE A THEORY OR A THEOREM, WHICH CATEGORIZES EVENTS THAT OCCURRED MANY YEARS APART CHRONOLOGICALLY BUT WHICH HAVE SIMILAR CHARACTERISTICS.
THE OPPORTUNITY AFFORDED BY TOTAL RECALL CAN AID IN THE UNDERSTANDING ABOUT HOW AND WHY PERIODS OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS OCCUR AND PERSIST.
I AM VIRTUALLY PARALYZED NOW IN THE SAME NEAR TOTALLY INCAPACITATING TONIC IMMOBILITY STATE. AT TIMES THE SWAYBACK, A REVERSE ARCHING OF THE BACK IS THE PREDOMINANT DISABLING FACTOR. IN 1968 AND FROM 1970 TO 1974 I WAS VIRTUALLY PARALYZED AS I AM NOW. WHAT IS NOTABLE AND VIVIDLY MEMORABLE WAS MY 2001 SEPTEMBER 11th LAYING IN BED WITH WORSE THAN TODAY IN INTENSITY BUT VERY SIMILAR IN EFFECT "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS", AS I KNEW IT THEN. I HAD TO LAY THERE IN SILENCE AND DARKNESS BUT I ROLLED OVER AND I SWITCHED ON THE TV.
I WAS JUST IN TIME TO SEE THE SECOND JET CRASH INTO THE SECOND TOWER.
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