I AM NOT MAKING ANY MONEY, I PROBABLY OWE SHORT TERM MORE THAN I WILL EARN FOR SEVERAL MONTHS. I DO HAVE A MODEST TSFA BUT IT IS LOCKED IN UNTIL MARCH 27 2025.
I HAVE LIVED THROUGH THIS IN THE PAST AND I THINK I AM BETTER PREPARED TO DEAL WITH A "NO INCOME" YEAR THAN I EVER WAS IN THE PAST.
WHAT HAS BROKE ME IS THE COST OF RENOVATIONS AND OF THE SHUTDOWN OF SUITES DURING RENOVATION.
HAD I BEEN ABLE TO ATTEND OFTEN AT THE ROCKLIFFE AND THE TWO HOUSES, I AM SURE I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO RENOVATIONS MORE QUICKLY.
THIS IS WHY I CAN NOT WORK AT MY BUSINESS, THE ROCKCLIFFE RENTALS.
NOVEMBER 2015, I COLLAPSED, ONE FLIP OF THE BACK IN THE HALLWAY, I WAS ALARMED WHEN I HEARD THE HALL VENTILATOR RATTLING. I HEADED FOR MY CAR. THEN I HAD AN ENTIRE LEFT SIDE COLLAPSE AS I OPENED MY CAR DOOR, I ACCORDIONED MY LEFT KNEE, HIP AND RIBS. I HAD NOT RECOVERED IN FEBRUARY 2016 WHEN POLICE AND/OR BYLAW POUNDED ON MY DOOR AT OTTER POINT AND I SEVERELY COLLAPSED ON THE LEFT SIDE; IT HAPPENED AT LEAST TWICE MORE DURING EARLY 2016.
I KNOW I WOULD COLLAPSE IF I WENT TO THE ROCKCLIFFE AND IN THE PRESENCE OF MY BROTHER ANDREW, OF MY SISTER JOANNE, OF MY EX-WIFE OR PROBABLY ANY POLICE. I DROVE PAST THE ROCKCLIFFE ON THE WAY TO THE SENIOR'S CLINIC, IN JUNE OF 2021, AND I WENT INTO A CONVULSION SEATED IN MY CAR. I BECAME SPATIALLY DISORIENTED AND I COULD NOT FIND THE ENTRANCE TO THE PARKING LOT OF CHECKPOINT SENIOR'S CLINIC. I WAS LATE AND I MISSED MY APPOINTMENT.
I WAS COLLAPSED AND MY ARMS WERE NUMB; I HELD MYSELF UP ON MY ELBOWS TIL THEY WERE RAW, AS I DROVE BACK TO OTTER POINT.
THAT IS WHY I CAN'T GO TO MY ROCKCLIFFE APARTMENTS OR SEE MY BROTHER OR SISTER, I WILL COLLAPSE.
THE HISTORY OF LEFT SIDE COLLAPSES WHICH BEGAN AGAIN IN 2001:
IN 2001 I ARRIVED AT THE ROCKCLIFFE TO FIND TWELVE PERSONS FROM THE ALF TOONE COOP AND ATCO FENCING IN MY PARKING LOT FENCING MY LAND OFF FROM THE PARK BEHIND THE BUILDING. BECAUSE IT WAS ADJACENT TO THAT PARK I BOUGHT THE ROCKCLIFFE.
I GOT OUT OF MY CAR AND I COLLAPSED VIOLENTLY RIGHT DOWN MY LEFT LEG AND UP MY SIDE TO MY NECK. MY JAW SLAMMED SHUT BREAKING A TOOTH.
I HAVE COLLAPSED SIMILARLY MANY TIMES SINCE THEN. WHEN I WAS THROWN DOWN AS A CHILD I WAS PUSHED DOWN TO THE LEFT BY MY MOTHER SO MANY TIMES THAT THAT IS BUILT IN AS A DEFAULT POSITION. THE THROW DOWN HAD A PULL BACKWARDS AS PART OF IT AND MY HEELS WOULD LOSE THE CONNECTION TO MY CALVES AND MY FEET WOULD FOLD BACK.
ALL I HAVE TO DO IS PUT MY WEIGHT ON MY HEEL, NOT THE WHOLE FOOT, AND MY FOOT WOULD FOLD BACK AND I WOULD BE PITCHED FORWARD.
I HAVE TO BALANCE AND TEETER AND CLING TO RAILINGS AND FURNITURE JUST TO GET AROUND MY HOUSE. IT WOULD NOT TAKE MUCH FOR ME TO COLLAPSE IF I WAS STANDING
