The thousands of attacks, many of them accompanied by flopping on me, by my Mother created what she wanted, complete paralyzed submission. This conditions a collapse response instead of a proper "Fight" response. I gather from other people, as they say so, that the situations which cause me to collapse would not bother them.
When you find out much later about a huge loss, what can you do but go paralyzed with anguish?
This is the view from Mount Royal about ten minutes back then by car from where I was born.
Mount Royal was right above, bottom left. Uncle Albert's house which I was to inherit was ten minutes away at the top right.
The other thing which strikes me is the unnecessary stealing by fully supported women. They continually hampered high minded projects such as writing, music and art. Even socialist, environmentally protective political discourse was hampered by the Women lying disparagingly about what thoughts I allegedly had. even accusing mental defect when the Women's whole "Thing", lying, punishing ,seizing, hampering is a mental defect. Huge life depreciating actions were carried out by My Family Women for frivolous reasons.
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That Mental Case my brother Andrew came here once and I was practicing.
He said `` I have never seen anyone so self involved ``. I sent you that
Women In Control of Men Article. He was a part of it. The women made him
into A SUBMISSIVE MENTAL CASE AND THEY WANTED THAT FOR ME TOO.
The loss of experience I suffered as a result is crushing to contemplate.
Betty crowed that she had joined up with the people who destroyed my land to swap false stories about me and spread them around. The Women in my family did not do anything productive, they just manipulated power for themselves by actions which were always destructive.
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