PULL ME IN, SUCK ME DRY AND SPIT ME OUT, RIGHT

I RECALL THAT IF I HAD BEEN ALLOWED TO PURSUE MY INTERESTS AND TO KEEP THE MONEY MY RELATIVES GAVE TO ME AS A CHILD I WOULD HAVE BEEN JUST FINE AND IF I HAD GOTTEN MY UNCLE ALBERT'S HOUSE AND HIS MONEY AS I WAS WILLED THAT I WOULD HAVE BEEN FREE TO DO MY ART, WRITING AND MUSIC.

I WANTED TO PURSUE MY ART. IF I GOT THE MONEY I WAS GIVEN, I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD TO PUT ALL THOSE HOURS INTO WORKING NOT AT  MY ART. 

ONE MIGHT SAY, SO WHAT.

UNFORTUNATELY I HAVE ENDED UP ISOLATED FROM MY ACQUAINTANCES AND IN ADDITION I HAVE DE FACTO BEEN KICKED OUT OF MY FAMILY BY WOMEN WHO MARRIED INTO THE COLLARD FAMILY AGAIN. ALL OF THE WOMEN WERE RIGHT THERE FAMILYING IT UP WHEN I WAS TO INHERIT MONEY OR HAD A TRUST FUND OR A BANK ACCOUNT.

A letter to A.P.

 I would be bewildered as to why people would involve themselves negatively in my affairs.

Your theory was that they wished to have sex with me.

You would be right about men wanting to have sex with you. Some wanted more, like control or even to wipe the smile off your face as if they thought you were smug or laughing at them.

The women who interfered did not wish to have sex with me except for very few, they wanted to have me in the position of control by them which they would have if I was having sex with them.

In addition, if illicit sex could be alleged, suddenly an exacting ethical landscape was created.  What about the ethics of  and the moral deficiency of  the origin of the entire encounter or non-encounter being the false creation of their being in danger or their having been exploited ? Some Women would assume that role and position even when I was not having sex with them or even in contact with them. The basis and the historical origin of the Fake 911 call is " Woman in danger from sex partner or attempted sex partnering ".

If the bad interfering people could not have you for sex or more, or control over me, they would flip control to destructive powers and persons to destroy each of us if they could not have us under their control and domination.

Persons dependent on us or even just in the vicinity could be seriously damaged but the malfeasants do not care.

Same sex attacks could be a product of Jealousy and Envy as well, and the hatred could be of an imagined wealth or privilege and it could be so wrong and so misplaced. Attacks include rigorous defaming of the person whom they are jealous of.

You do not know the quarter of the Nonsensical Criticisms of yourself I had to rebut.

ABOUT CNN

I WAS SITTING LATE AT NIGHT, THINKING, "LES ENFANTS TERRIBLE'" RAIL AT A "GOVERNMENT CONTROLLED AGENDA"

IN CANADA NO LESS. WITH CNN BEING AN AMERICAN NEWS OUTLET I AM DUBIOUS.

WHEN YOU GET THE JOB YOU HAVE TO DO WHAT THE CUSTOMER OR OWNER OF GOODS OR THEIR PERSON WANTS YOU TO DO.

 

WHEN I JOINED THE CNR THESE WERE 

OUR COLOURS. 

ALL OF US WHO WORKED AS I DID, IN SEVERAL DEPARTMENTS, AT THE  CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD ASSIDUOUSLY PURSUED THE SAME GOAL, WHICH WAS TO MAKE SURE EVERY PERSON AND ITEM WE TRANSPORTED ARRIVED INTACT AND WHERE AND WHEN THE CUSTOMER HAD REQUIRED OUR SERVICE TO THE CANADIAN PEOPLE.

WE KNEW THAT OTHER PEOPLE'S PROJECTS AND SAFETY COULD NOT BE JEOPARDIZED WHILE WE WERE IN CHARGE OF THE VEHICLE AND WE WERE IN CHARGE OF THE LOAD AND WE WERE CHARGE OF THE ROAD AND THE BRIDGES AS WELL, IN DIFFERENT DEPARTMENTS I WORKED IN. 

WHEN WOMEN TOOK CONTROL THROUGHOUT MY LIFE, MY PROJECTS AND MY NEEDS AND ASPIRATIONS WERE NOT ONLY NOT ALLOWED TO PASS THEIR CONTROL BUT MY PROJECTS  WERE DELIBERATELY AND WILLFULLY DESTROYED. 

WHEN I INHERITED MONEY, I WAS SIMPLY BLINDSIDED, I WAS NOT THERE, MOTHER STOLE MY DOCUMENTS AND I ENDED UP LOSING SEVERAL INHERITANCES WHICH EVERYONE KNEW I WOULD USE TO ADVANCE MY ART MUSIC AND WRITING.

LATER I OWNED MY OWN PROPERTY BUT I COULD NEVER DO ANYTHING WHICH WOULD JEOPARDIZE THE SAFETY AND SUPPORT OF MY CHILDREN, JUST LIKE AT THE CNR WHERE WE HAD TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING AND ALL THEIR PLANS WERE SUPPORTED AND KEPT SAFE ON THE CNR . 

AS A FAMILY MAN I WAS LIMITED IN MY MANEUVERABILITY. 

I COULD NOT SELL OUT AND LEAVE TOWN WITH MY ASSETS WHEN MY WIFE STARTED MY EXTORTION THROUGH THREATENING MY DESTRUCTION BY A DIVORCE ACTION AFTER ONLY EIGHTEEN MONTHS OF MARRIAGE WITH ONE CHILD AND ANOTHER ON THE WAY AS MY WIFE HAD DESIRED AND "NEEDED". 

FACEBOOK ONLY ACKNOWLEDGES ONE ACCOUNT THAT OF Lindon Collard but But BUT ALL OF THESE CHARACTERS blogs AND Channels are the originating source of all the posts on Facebook attributed to Lindon Collard.

 THERE ARE A WHOLE LOT MORE OF THESE CONTRIBUTORS ON YOUTUBE.

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