WHEN YOU GET THE JOB YOU HAVE TO DO WHAT THE CUSTOMER OR OWNER OF GOODS OR THEIR PERSON WANTS YOU TO DO.

 

WHEN I JOINED THE CNR THESE WERE 

OUR COLOURS. 

ALL OF US WHO WORKED AS I DID, IN SEVERAL DEPARTMENTS, AT THE  CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD ASSIDUOUSLY PURSUED THE SAME GOAL, WHICH WAS TO MAKE SURE EVERY PERSON AND ITEM WE TRANSPORTED ARRIVED INTACT AND WHERE AND WHEN THE CUSTOMER HAD REQUIRED OUR SERVICE TO THE CANADIAN PEOPLE.

WE KNEW THAT OTHER PEOPLE'S PROJECTS AND SAFETY COULD NOT BE JEOPARDIZED WHILE WE WERE IN CHARGE OF THE VEHICLE AND WE WERE IN CHARGE OF THE LOAD AND WE WERE CHARGE OF THE ROAD AND THE BRIDGES AS WELL, IN DIFFERENT DEPARTMENTS I WORKED IN. 

WHEN WOMEN TOOK CONTROL THROUGHOUT MY LIFE, MY PROJECTS AND MY NEEDS AND ASPIRATIONS WERE NOT ONLY NOT ALLOWED TO PASS THEIR CONTROL BUT MY PROJECTS  WERE DELIBERATELY AND WILLFULLY DESTROYED. 

WHEN I INHERITED MONEY, I WAS SIMPLY BLINDSIDED, I WAS NOT THERE, MOTHER STOLE MY DOCUMENTS AND I ENDED UP LOSING SEVERAL INHERITANCES WHICH EVERYONE KNEW I WOULD USE TO ADVANCE MY ART MUSIC AND WRITING.

LATER I OWNED MY OWN PROPERTY BUT I COULD NEVER DO ANYTHING WHICH WOULD JEOPARDIZE THE SAFETY AND SUPPORT OF MY CHILDREN, JUST LIKE AT THE CNR WHERE WE HAD TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING AND ALL THEIR PLANS WERE SUPPORTED AND KEPT SAFE ON THE CNR . 

AS A FAMILY MAN I WAS LIMITED IN MY MANEUVERABILITY. 

I COULD NOT SELL OUT AND LEAVE TOWN WITH MY ASSETS WHEN MY WIFE STARTED MY EXTORTION THROUGH THREATENING MY DESTRUCTION BY A DIVORCE ACTION AFTER ONLY EIGHTEEN MONTHS OF MARRIAGE WITH ONE CHILD AND ANOTHER ON THE WAY AS MY WIFE HAD DESIRED AND "NEEDED".