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DITZKREIG

I DID, JUST YESTERDAY, CORRELATE A COUPLE OR THREE MEMORIES:

I RECALLED HOW I WAS "BAD MOUTHED": USING DEROGATORY TERMS TO DESCRIBE ME WAS ALL THERE WAS TO THE DEFAMATION.

I WAS SUPPOSEDLY AN "ABUSIVE" HUSBAND. WOULD NONE OF THE USUAL CHARACTERISTICS OF THE CONTROLLING AND ABUSING BE EXHIBITED AND STILL THE BASELESS FABRICATIONS ABOUT MYSELF WERE ACCEPTED AND COMMUNICATED AND ACTED UPON?

HERE IS A TRUMP CARD IN THIS GAME OF DECEPTION. IF I WAS AN "ABUSIVE" HUSBAND AND PARENT WOULD I NOT HAVE TO EXHIBIT SOME SIGNS OF "CONTROLLING"? 

I WAS KNOWN, I WAS TOLD YEARS LATER, BY SOOKE TEENAGERS AS ONE OF TWO ADULTS WHO IT WAS SAFE TO DIVULGE INFORMATION TO TO GET ADVICE.

WHEN I MADE THIS HEAD I DID NOT KNOW HER  HAIR WAS DYED BUT BY THE TIME THIS HEAD WAS ANIMATED WHO KNOWS. I ENTIRELY MANUFACTURED THAT HAIR.

MY EX-WIFE DYED HER HAIR BLONDE SECRETLY AND I NEVER PRIED OR SPIED OR CONTROLLED HER ENOUGH TO KNOW SHE DYED HER HAIR. I NEVER KNEW BUT I WAS TOLD ABOUT IT AFTER SHE LEFT ME AND I REMEMBER THE SPRING OF '75 WHEN SHE ARRIVED WITHOUT HAIR ROPE HAIR, WITH SOFT AUBURN TRESSES AND I SAID "YOUR HAIR, IT IS SO NICE AND SOFT AND SHINY". "I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THE SUN" SHE SAID. I CONCERNED MYSELF WITH REMEMBERING WHOSE WAX HAD BECOME WHAT CASTING AND PLAYING HARMONICA AND WRITING SARCASTIC SATIRICAL POEMS AND DOING A BIT OF PAPER MACHE'.