ABOUT THE EXTENT TO WHICH I HAVE TO BECOME ATHLETIC AND FIT TO OVERCOME "STIFF PERSON" OR TONIC IMMOBILITY OR SHELL SHOCK AND BECOME ACTIVE AGAIN.
TIMES WHEN I WAS VERY FIT WILL BE CITED AS "YOU ARE NOT DISABLED."
I WAS PONDERING THIS AND I REALIZED THAT DURING THE TIMES I WAS RECOVERED FROM MY DISABILITY IT WAS ACCOMPLISHED BY MY GRADUALLY AND SLOWLY BECOMING MORE AND MORE FIT.
DISABLED IN 1970, I WAS VIRTUALLY PARALYZED UNTIL 1974. I BECAME FIT BY ICE SKATING AND ROLLER SKATING BY 1977.
I HAD ONLY A COUPLE OF DAYS PER WEEK OF PROPER MOBILITY FROM 1974 TO 1977.
INJURED IN DECEMBER OF 1986, I ROSE TO A VERY FIT STATE IN 1991 AND 1992 THROUGH MUSIC PRACTICE AND DANCE PRACTICE WHICH I DID NEARLY EVERY DAY BY 1990.
WHEN I WAS IN ENGLAND IN THE FALL OF 1992 I WAS DANCING AND PERFORMING SO WELL CHARLIE WATTS ASKED ME TO JOIN HIM AT THE JAZZ CLUB TO PLAY WITH HIS JAZZ BAND. THEN I WAS INFORMED THAT POLICE, CRD , BAILIFFS AND SHERIFFS WERE SENT TO MY HOME TO SEIZE IT AND MY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS BY MY EX-WIFE WHO CLAIMED THAT MY HOUSE WAS"HER FUTURE SUPPORT AND I WAS NEGLECTING IT".
I WAS TERRIFIED, I HAD TO GET BACK TO MY HOUSE AND NOT LEAVE IT. I TOTALLY LOST MY VIM, MY VIGOR AND MY CONFIDENCE. I COULD NOT PERSUADE ANYONE TO STAY AT OTTER POINT HOUSE BECAUSE THE POLICE WERE TRYING TO SEIZE MY HOME.
IN 1993 MY EX-WIFE, ALLEGEDLY DELIVERING MY SON LOUIS FOR A VISIT LUNGED AT ME, SCRATCHED AT MY EYES AND ACCUSED ME OF DEALING COCAINE. I THOUGHT I HAD SLIPPED ON EMPTY 2 L PLASTIC BOTTLES. I HAD ACTUALLY EXPERIENCED A DAMAGING LONG LASTING COLLAPSE. IT WAS NOT UNTIL 1996 THAT I MANAGED TO ROLLERBLADE AND DO MUSIC PRACTICE AND DANCE MY WAY TO A FIT STATE AGAIN.
IN OCTOBER OF 1996 I WAS FALSELY IMPRISONED, FROZEN, CHAINED FOR SIX HOURS IN AN UNHEATED UNVENTILATED SHERIFF VAN AND TERRIBLY PHYSICALLY CRIPPLED AGAIN.
I COULD NO LONGER DANCE BUT I ROLLERBLADED MY WAY TO FITNESS AGAIN BY LATE 1997. I WAS CRASHED INTO BY PINCOMBE IN DECEMBER OF 1997. THEN, JUNE 8 1998, THE SAINT MICHAEL'S BUS LIFTED MY CAR BY ITS DOOR BY J-HOOKING AND THE CAR CAME DOWN ON MY HEAD.
WITHIN A FEW WEEKS I WAS DISABLED AS BADLY AS I HAD EVER BEEN AND I NEVER DANCED LIVE ON ANY STAGE AGAIN, I DID STILL DANCE WITH WOMEN, AT CLUBS, AND I DID ROLLERBLADE AND DO MUSIC PRACTICE SOMEHOW.
THE FINAL BLOWS WERE STRUCK BY MY BEING SWARMED BY SHERIFFS WHEN I WAS A PLAINTIFF IN MY CIVIL CASE IN THE BRITISH COLUMBIA SUPREME COURT. I DEVELOPED A SEVERE SWAYBACK AND I WAS TERRIFIED OF ROLLERBLADING AND MANY OTHER THINGS.
MY BROTHER ANDREW, UNINVITED, STORMED INTO MY HOUSE SHOUTING THAT HE WAS GOING TO TELL THE POLICE I WAS HARASSING HIM.
I HAD LEARNED ABOUT THE THEFT OF MY INHERITANCES FROM AUNT ANNETTE AND UNCLE ALBERT AND I PHONED ANDREW ABOUT THAT. HE DID NOT ANSWER, I LEFT TWO MESSAGES.
HE TORE UP THE LAWN WITH HIS TRUCK, HE KICKED HENRY DOG AND HE HIT ME IN MY CHEST AT OTTER POINT HOUSE WITH A TEN FINGER TAI CHI BLOW AND I NEVER PLAYED HARMONICA AGAIN FOR MORE THAN A MINUTE OR SO.
I CANNOT RECALL WHAT HAPPENED FIRST, THE SWARMING OR THE BLOW. I THINK BOTH ATROCITIES WERE IN 2001.
I KNOW THIS: I HAVE NEVER RECOVERED, I HAVE NEVER DANCED AGAIN, I HAVE NOT PERFORMED IN PUBLIC AGAIN, I CANNOT ROLLERBLADE.
I COULD STILL DO THIS EVEN AFTER I HAD A SERIES OF COLLAPSES IN 2015 AND 2016, BUT WITH GREAT DIFFICULTY AND FOR ONLY A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME.
IN 2021 I WAS WALKING PAST THE DITCH THE REDNECK LAND RAPERS DUG TO RUIN MY PROPERTY. THE C-CAN WE WERE GOING TO INSTALL BLOCKED MOST OF THE DRIVEWAY.
MY LEFT LEG COLLAPSED ( THE SIGHT OF THE DITCH HAD CAUSED COLLAPSES PREVIOUSLY) AND I FELL INTO THE DITCH AND SINCE THEN I COULD NOT EVEN DO MUSIC PRACTICE ANYMORE. I CAN NOT GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING (WHERE I AM NOT SEATED) FOR MORE THAN A FEW MINUTES.
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