I RECALL THE SOFT WARM SAFE TROPICAL PARADISE THAT I EXPERIENCED EVERYWHERE BEFORE I WAS DEFAMED TO THE POLICE. EVEN DURING WINTER THE WORLD WAS TRANQUIL.

I WAS NOT LIVING IN THE HARSH UNFORGIVING WORLD OF CONSTANT VIGILANCE AND CAPRICIOUS AND UNPREDICTABLE INTERVENTION. 

ALWAYS THERE WAS A PENALTY TO BE PAID BY MYSELF EVEN THOUGH I CANNOT CONTROL ANYTHING BUT WHAT I DO HERE INSIDE MY HOME. 

THE FAVORITE OUTCOME FOR THE POLICE WOULD BE MY LOSS OF THE HOUSE WHICH IS MY CRIPPLED SELF'S LAST REFUGE. 

ALL OF THIS DESTRUCTION OF THE SAFE PLEASANT WORLD WAS BROUGHT TO A HEAD BY MY EX-WIFE TRIXIE DASHEVSKY AKA BETTY COLLARD'S  ASSERTIONS THAT I HAD ABUSED HER AND THE CHILDREN.

DEFAMATORY FABRICATIONS ABOUT ME HAD BEEN USED AGAINST ME IN THE PAST SO PERPETRATORS OF DAMAGE TO MYSELF, MY PROJECTS OR PROSPECTS COULD ESCAPE RESPONSIBILITY.

MY EX-WIFE WAS AFFORDED A NEW CREDIBILITY AND PROTECTIONS AS SHE HAD DECLARED HERSELF TO BE MY VICTIM WHILE IN TRUTH I WAS HERS.

I AM NOT SURE EXACTLY WHEN THE WORLD OF TRANQUILITY, PERCEIVED SAFETY AND RELAXATION ENDED.

THE WORLD FEELS HARSH AND UNSAFE.

IT MAY HAVE BEEN THE GROWING WEIGHT OF OPPRESSION WHICH GOT WORSE AND WORSE AFTER EACH RAID.

IT WAS ADDED ONTO IMPOVERISHMENT I WAS SUBJECTED TO BY MY MOTHER AND MY WIFE OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

MY EX-WIFE AND HER LAWYER SUPPLIED THE MOTIVATION FOR POLICE TO TRY TO WIPE ME RIGHT OUT EVEN THOUGH I HAD NEVER HARMED ANYONE.

THE WORLD IS NOT SOFT AND SAFE, IT IS HARD, JAGGED AND DANGEROUS.