THE RESENTFUL REDNECKS AT OTTER POINT STOLE AND DESTROYED EVERYTHING I WAS AND HAD. THEN WOMEN IN MY FAMILY AND WOMEN IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD NEAR MY ROCKCLIFFE APARTMENTS IN VICTORIA WAGED AN ECONOMIC WAR AND A WAR OF DEFAMATION AND FAKE 911 CALLS AGAINST ME. I LOST THE WAR BADLY.

 May 27, 2024

NOW THAT YOU WHO ATTACKED ME HAVE WON AND I HAVE BEEN FINANCIALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY CRUSHED: WHAT'S UP?

THE FACT THAT I OWNED MY OWN HOME, WHICH I PURCHASED ON MY OWN, MADE MY OBJECTIONS TO LOSSES I HAD BEEN FORCED TO ENDURE WITHOUT A PROPER REMEDY SEEM TO BE NEUROTIC AND GREEDY WHEN I HAD SO MUCH, I STILL HAD MY HOUSE. EXCEPT THAT BY 2000, MY EX-WIFE AND MY MOTHER'S EXPLOITATION OF ME AND THEFT FROM ME LEFT ME WITH NO CASH AND MORE THAN $230,000 TAKEN FROM MY INHERITED MONEY.

WHEN I PURCHASED THE FIRST HOUSE ON THIS PROPERTY, BY SELLING MY JEWELRY MANUFACTURING BUSINESS, TO PAY HALF DOWN FOR THE UNFINISHED HOUSE AND THE LAND, I HAD FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO IT MOSTLY USING MYSELF AS LABOR AND SOME FAMILY DERIVED MONEY TO FINISH IT. THEN I WAS GOING TO SELL MY INVENTORY OF FINISHED JEWELRY TO PAY OFF THE THIRTY THOUSAND DOLLAR  MORTGAGE IN THE TAXATION YEAR AFTER THE ONE WHERE I SOLD MY BUSINESS. I ALSO HAD MY TERRIBLE CAR SALESMAN'S JOB SO I THOUGHT I COULD RENEW MY MORTGAGE.

WHAT I DID NOT REALIZE WAS THAT INTEREST RATES HAD GONE WAY UP. I DID NOT KNOW IT THEN, BUT IT WAS IMPERATIVE THAT I PAY OFF THE MORTGAGE AND THEN GET A BETTER JOB.

WHEN THE REDNECKS PILLAGED AND BURNT MY GOODS AND MY HOME I WOULD HAVE TO SPEND EVERYTHING I GOT FROM THE INSURANCE PLUS QUITE A LOT OF ADDITIONAL MONEY  TO BUILD ANOTHER HOUSE. I LOST ALL OF MY POSSESSIONS AND THERE WAS NO MONEY TO BUY MORE.

I HAD SUCCEEDED IN PRODUCING A NO MORTGAGE HOME BUT I HAD NO POSSESSIONS AND I HAD USED UP ANY POSSIBLE STARTING A BUSINESS MONEY MY AUNT OR MY UNCLE WOULD HAVE PROVIDED. THERE WAS A LOT OF WORK TO DO AT THE NEW HOUSE AND ON THE GROUNDS  AROUND IT. I WOULD HAVE TO QUIT DRIVING SIX DAYS A WEEK TO VICTORIA. I HAD NO IDEA WHEN I TOOK THE CAR SALES JOB THAT I WOULD WORK TIL 9:30 PM UP TO THREE NIGHTS PER WEEK AND WITH ONE SATURDAY PER MONTH OFF. I HAD TO QUIT.

AS I WORKED AWAY, WITHOUT PAY, HERE AT OTTER POINT I BEGAN TO HAVE THE RUNS AND EVEN TO VOMIT.

THEN MY EX-WIFE DEMANDED HER "MAJOR BUSINESS SHE OPERATED" AND I ENDED UP IN DEBT AND BACK TO SIX LONG DAYS AND DRIVING TO VICTORIA.

I BECAME TOTALLY FATIGUED AND I WORKED LIKE AN AUTOMATON. I WAS THE DEBTOR TO MY FAMILY AND THE UNPAID SLAVE OF MY WIFE AMD WITHOUT REALIZING IT HAPPENED I BECAME FINANCIALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY CRUSHED.

THEN THERE WAS THE DECEMBER 21  1986 CAR CRASH AND I WAS EVEN MORE CRUSHED, INTO A STATE OF FUGUE. 

IN RETROSPECT, RETROSPECTING, I FEEL DEFEATED IN THE PURSUIT OF MY PROJECTS AND AIMS. I FEEL MORE CRUSHED THAN I EVER FELT. I HAVE PROPERTY: MY HOME WAS CONSTANTLY RAIDED, I FEEL CRUSHED, I DO NOT FEEL RELAXED. I INHERITED ENOUGH MONEY AT AGE 55, IN 2001 TO BUY THE ROCKCLIFFE APARTMENTS IN VICTORIA BUT THAT WAS MADE TO BE NO MORE THAN AN INVESTMENT. MY APARTMENT BUILDING WAS A SCENE WHERE THE ALF TOONE COOP WON IN 2001 FAKE 911, AND POLICE AND BY-LAW COOPERATING WITH THEM AND I HAVE BEEN DEFEATED AND CRUSHED EVER SINCE.

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THREE GIGANTIC LOSSES: I WAS A PASSIVE AND ENFEEBLED VICTIM AND I COULD NOT OBTAIN ANY REMEDY

MY HOUSE AND ALL MY GOODS IN 1980.

MY PERMANENT RENTAL: I WAS REPLACED BY A FRIEND OF SOMEONE AT THE BCDC AT THE BURR HOUSE IN 1979.

I LOST MY JOB AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD AND I WAS DENIED MY DISABILITY PENSION. I WAS DEFRAUDED IN 1970.

Postscript: THE LOSSES ARE CUMULATIVE AND PERMANENT. WHATEVER ONE LOST OR DID NOT RECEIVE REMAINS FOREVER MISSING FROM ONE'S TOTAL WEALTH.

THERE IS A LACK OF ABILITY TO INVEST MONEY IN A COMMERCIAL ENTERPRISE OR TO CONTINUE TO PURSUE LONG TERM GOALS, CAUSED BY THE LOSSES.

Wood Furnace

 

Virtually paralyzed and ignored.

After a month of really bad paralysis I made it in to Sooke. I think December 14 2023 was the last day before this latest until today, bout of paralysis that I could do anything. 

I HAVE REPEATEDLY TOLD MY MEDICAL PRACTICIONERS AND MANY OTHER PERSONS THAT IF I UNDERTAKE AN ACTIVITY ON DAY ONE, I AM NOT FIT TO ACCOMPLISH ANOTHER ACTIVITY UNTIL DAY FOUR.

 A page on how I feel December 15 2023:  This is today's entry among the 100 or "Apage on how I feel" so titled and dated in my 'Document files'. 

After many days of Virtual Paralysis I was active yesterday for an hour or so. I attached a string of lights to the C-can. I had to stand on the ladder, place and secure the light string and affix  3 ties.

Today I at first could not straighten my back from "reverse arch spasm" sufficiently to be able to get out of bed, I had to lay there not moving. Now when I do stand to do bathroom or kitchen activity I have to lean on something or if  I close my eyes I have more standing up strength. Sitting held in place by wedging legs and arms allows more and longer useful time , to write or eat or drink. I usually last only two minutes up on my feet and not just today, This happens a lot during a period of post collapse recovery. 

 I googled "paralysis, and I was offered among other things:

Why do I feel paralyzed?

Paralysis is one of the ways our body responds to stress, and there's ways to manage it. Living with anxiety engages your autonomic nervous system (ANS), also known as the fight, flight, or freeze response. The “freeze” response can feel like paralysis — physical, emotional, or cognitive.Apr 25, 2022.      

I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THE POLICE COULD BE HERE.

THEY MADE A POINT OF TELLING ME THAT THEY COULD COME HERE ANYTIME, 24/7.

My energy is sapped by stress and anxiety according to the Googled quote.  I feel I have to be alert for an imminent raid at any time. There is also a debilitating factor caused by the anguish I feel at having my homestead despoiled physically and at the loss of the quiet enjoyment of my property.

POSTSCRIPT:

PERHAPS WHAT I CALL "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS PARESIS? THIS CAME UP ON A GOOGLE PAGE.

Paralysis vs Paresis: Key Differences

Paralysis and paresis have distinct characteristics that help differentiate between the two. The main difference between paralysis and paresis are as follows:

• Degree of Loss: The main difference between paresis and paralysis is the degree of muscle function loss. Paralysis is characterized by complete or severe muscle weakness in the affected area. In contrast, paresis is characterized by partial weakness or reduced muscle strength in the affected body areas.
  Another key difference between paralysis and paresis is that paralysis can cause loss of sensation and reflexes in the affected area, while paresis only affects muscle strength and control. Paresis may also cause muscle twitching or cramping, whereas paralysis does not.
• Symptom Severity: The symptoms of paresis are typically less severe than those of paralysis. Individuals with paresis may experience weakness or difficulty moving a particular muscle or muscle group, while individuals with paralysis may not be able to move the affected muscle at all.
• Potential for Recovery: While paralysis may be permanent, paresis is often reversible with proper treatment. In paralysis, the damage to the muscle or nerves controlling the muscle may be too severe for recovery. However, in the case of paresis, with physical therapy or other interventions, individuals with paresis may be able to regain full muscle function.  

AFTER MY TRIP TO SOOKE TODAY JANUARY 29 2024THIS IS HOW I WAS AFFLICTED BY PARALYSIS, UNABLE TO MOVE AND I WILL HAVE TO LAY DOWN  AGAIN NOW.

I HAVE REPEATEDLY TOLD MY MEDICAL PRACTICIONERS AND MANY OTHER PERSONS THAT IF I UNDERTAKE AN ACTIVITY ON DAY ONE, I AM NOT FIT TO ACCOMPLISH ANOTHER ACTIVITY UNTIL DAY FOUR.

 A page on how I feel December 15 2023:  This is today's entry among the 100 or "Apage on how I feel" so titled and dated in my 'Document files'. 

After many days of Virtual Paralysis I was active yesterday for an hour or so. I attached a string of lights to the C-can. I had to stand on the ladder, place and secure the light string and affix  3 ties.

Today I at first could not straighten my back from "reverse arch spasm" sufficiently to be able to get out of bed, I had to lay there not moving. Now when I do stand to do bathroom or kitchen activity I have to lean on something or if  I close my eyes I have more standing up strength. Sitting held in place by wedging legs and arms allows more and longer useful time , to write or eat or drink. I usually last only two minutes up on my feet and not just today, This happens a lot during a period of post collapse recovery. 

 I googled "paralysis, and I was offered among other things:

Why do I feel paralyzed?

Paralysis is one of the ways our body responds to stress, and there's ways to manage it. Living with anxiety engages your autonomic nervous system (ANS), also known as the fight, flight, or freeze response. The “freeze” response can feel like paralysis — physical, emotional, or cognitive.Apr 25, 2022.      

I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THE POLICE COULD BE HERE.

THEY MADE A POINT OF TELLING ME THAT THEY COULD COME HERE ANYTIME, 24/7.

My energy is sapped by stress and anxiety according to the Googled quote.  I feel I have to be alert for an imminent raid at any time. There is also a debilitating factor caused by the anguish I feel at having my homestead despoiled physically and at the loss of the quiet enjoyment of my property.

POSTSCRIPT:

PERHAPS WHAT I CALL "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS PARESIS? THIS CAME UP ON A GOOGLE PAGE.

Paralysis vs Paresis: Key Differences

Paralysis and paresis have distinct characteristics that help differentiate between the two. The main difference between paralysis and paresis are as follows:

• Degree of Loss: The main difference between paresis and paralysis is the degree of muscle function loss. Paralysis is characterized by complete or severe muscle weakness in the affected area. In contrast, paresis is characterized by partial weakness or reduced muscle strength in the affected body areas.
  Another key difference between paralysis and paresis is that paralysis can cause loss of sensation and reflexes in the affected area, while paresis only affects muscle strength and control. Paresis may also cause muscle twitching or cramping, whereas paralysis does not.
• Symptom Severity: The symptoms of paresis are typically less severe than those of paralysis. Individuals with paresis may experience weakness or difficulty moving a particular muscle or muscle group, while individuals with paralysis may not be able to move the affected muscle at all.
• Potential for Recovery: While paralysis may be permanent, paresis is often reversible with proper treatment. In paralysis, the damage to the muscle or nerves controlling the muscle may be too severe for recovery. However, in the case of paresis, with physical therapy or other interventions, individuals with paresis may be able to regain full muscle function.  

IT IS NOT ABOUT THE PILES OF BROWN BANKNOTES. IT IS ABOUT WHAT I MIGHT HAVE EXPERIENCED AND BEEN ABLE TO DO IF I HAD NOT BEEN GRIFTED. GRIFTERS WORK ALL SORTS OF SCAMS , THEFT, EXTORTION, FRAUD...

ALL OF THIS MONEY WAS GRIFTED FROM ME LONG AGO WHEN MONEY BOUGHT MUCH MORE THAN IT DOES TODAY.

 

THIS IS PROBABLY AN ACCURATE REPRESENTATION OF THE ACTUAL CASH WHICH WAS GRIFTED BUT THE MONEY WAS WORTH A LOT MORE, MORE THAN FORTY  YEARS AGO.

THESE ARE THE GRIFTERS IN MY FAMILY:

MY WIFE PERSONALLY GRIFTED ME AND SHE ALSO HELPED OTHER PERSONS TO GRIFT ME.

THESE GUYS GOT A LOT OF MY MONEY BY MY HAVING TO PAY INTEREST INTO MY PARENTS ESTATE. THEY GOT IT.

THEY COST ME A LOT BUT ONLY ONE OF THEM GOT MY MONEY FROM MY UNCLE ALBERT WHICH WAS DIVIDED INTO PARTS INSTEAD OF LEFT TO ME AS HE HAD DECLARED IN THE ORIGINAL WILL WHICH WAS HIDDEN FROM ME BY ALL OF THESE VILLAINS HERE ON THIS PAGE.

MY MOTHER FROM HELL STARTED DRAINING MY BANK ACCOUNTS  WHEN I WAS SIXTEEN AND OF 10-14 K WHEN I WAS EIGHTEEN AND SHE MASTERMINDED THE THEFT OF MY ENTIRE INHERITANCE FROM MY UNCLE ALBERT CULMINATING IN WHAT WAS A MILLION DOLLARS AND A HOUSE BECOMING ABSOLUTELY ZERO DOLLARS FROM MY UNCLE'S ESTATE.

"I, ANDREW, DID NOT GET MUCH AND...":

Monday 23 May 2022

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