Thursday, February 10, 2022
Wednesday, January 19, 2022
"OPPOSITE" TO WHAT A CALCULATED AND LEARNED PLAN WOULD ENTAIL AND FORCE THE INSTALLATION OF A CRAZY ENTITLEMENT AND EMPOWERMENT OF THE INCOMPETENT.
HOW CAN YOU TELL, UNEQUIVOCALLY, THAT SOMEONE IS INCOMPETENT?
LOOK AT THE RESULT OF THEIR ACTIONS
WERE THERE MORE GAINS OR LOSSES FOR EVERYONE INVOLVED?
WAS THERE REALLY A BENEFIT POSSIBLE FOR ANYONE BUT THEM?
WHAT DAMAGE DID THEY DO TO EVERYONE ELSE AFFECTED?
DID THEY EVER ACTUALLY GET A GREATER PERSONAL BENEFIT BY INTERFERING AND TAKING CONTROL THAN THEY WOULD HAVE RECEIVED BY JUST LETTING WHAT THE CONTROLLED PERSON WAS DOING CONTINUE?
THE TAKEOVER OF A PERSON AND THEIR ASSETS TERMINATES THEIR PROJECTS. IF THE SUBSTITUTION OF THE NEW BOSS IS DONE AS A PUNISHMENT, THEN WHAT PERVERSE COLLUSION IS THIS?
WHAT ABOUT THOSE WHO INSTITUTE OR HELP TO INSTITUTE YEARS OF LONG HARD LABOR AND THEN SWEEP OFF NOT WORKING HARD OR LOSE EVERYTHING BUT NOT HAVING TO DO ANYTHING TO ACCOMPLISH WHAT THEY ORDERED BUT JUST DOING AS THEY PLEASED?
ANOTHER INDICATOR OF INCOMPETENCE WOULD BE THE INSTITUTION OF A PLAN OF ACTION WHICH IGNORES PHYSICS AND MATHEMATICS AND ECONOMICS.
THE BALD FACED DENIAL OF WHAT IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING IN THE LOCAL ECONOMY AND THE FAILURE TO RECOGNIZE BUSINESS TRENDS IN FAVOR OF DOCTRINAIRE BELIEF OR A THIRST TO OVERWHELM OR PUNISH SOMEONE LEADS TO THE INSTITUTION OF GRINDING POVERTY COUPLED WITH HARD WORK MOUNTING DEBT AND A LOSS OF PERSONAL FREEDOM FOR THE IRRATIONALLY CONTROLLED PERSON.
I SAT AND READ THE NEWSPAPERS FROM VICTORIA BC AND VANCOUVER BC SEARCHING FOR A JOB OR A BUSINESS OPPORTUNITY I SHOULD ATTEMPT TO PARTICIPATE IN AND NOTHING CAME UP ON THE PAGES.
IN RETROSPECT, THAT WAS BECAUSE WE WERE ENTERING INTO A DEEP RECESSION AND AN ECONOMIC DOWNTURN WAS VERY LIKELY.
I WAS FORCED TO SPEND EVERY LAST DOLLAR ON A LARGER HOME THAN I WOULD HAVE BUILT AND THEN I WAS FORCED TO BORROW MONEY TO START A BUSINESS FOR MY WIFE WITH MY FATHER'S MONEY, AND TO GO INTO DEBT WHICH I WOULD NOT HAVE DONE AT THE BEST OF TIMES AND CERTAINLY NOT CONFIDENTLY IN DENIAL THAT A RECESSION OR EVEN A DEPRESSION WAS IMMINENT.
THE FAMILY MEMBERS DID NOT READ NEWSPAPERS NOR WATCH THE TELEVISION NEWS THEY DID NOT NEED TO KNOW ANYTHING BUT "WOMEN WERE FASTER, STRONGER AND SMARTER" AND THEY SAID THEY WERE "TAKING OVER" BASED ON "FEELINGS, NOT THAT STUPID CALCULATING AND PLANNING AND SCHEMING" I WOULD DO.
DID MY FAMILY MEMBERS WHO FORCED ME TO DO THE THEIR UNTHINKING BIDDING NOT CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, OR WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME DESTROYED. EITHER WAY IT IS A MANIFESTATION OF MENTAL ILLNESS, BLACK-WHITING, BI-POLAR.
Tuesday, January 11, 2022
Saturday, December 18, 2021
TEENAGER LINDON COLLARD WAS RUTHLESSLY PUNISHED FOR NO REASON
THERE WERE ALWAYS MEAN AND CONTROLLING ADULTS DOING MEAN THINGS TO ME WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER.
MOTHER CONTROLLED MY CHILDHOOD BANK ACCOUNT. IT HELD EVERY GIFT I HAD BEEN GIVEN BY RELATIVES, THERE WERE NO TOYS. MOTHER ALLOWED ONLY MONEY TO BE GIVEN TO ME . THE MONEY WAS NOT ALLOWED TO BE SPENT. THE $479. IN MY JOINT ACCOUNT, WITH HER, AS I WAS A CHILD,WAS TO SPEND WHEN I WENT TO COLLEGE, SHE SAID.
WHILE I WAS ON MY WAY TO UNIVERSITY, IN 1962, I WAS 16 YEARS OLD, MOTHER WITHDREW ALL OF IT. I GOT NOTHING.
I WAS RAGGED FROM 12 TO 18 ABOUT MY UNDESERVED TRUST FUND AND WHEN I TURNED 18, MOTHER STOLE MY MAIL, I NEVER EVEN GOT TO SEE WHAT MY GRANDFATHER WORKED AND SAVED TO GIVE TO ME. I KNOW THE FUND WAS HELD IN MY NAME IN FARMER'S AND MERCHANT'S TRUST.
MOTHER SAID I WAS UNDER HER AUTHORITY, I WAS NOT GETTING MY TRUST FUND WHICH WAS $10,000 OR IT STARTED AS 10K AND WAS $12,000 OR MORE ON MY 18th BIRTHDAY. I DID NOT GET ONE CENT OF IT AND STRANGELY, NO CHECKS, NO CARDS, ON MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WHILE I WAS AT UNIVERSITY. (ACTUALLY, IT WAS TRICKY TO WRITE TO ME, c/o UNB POST OFFICE.)
MY MOTHER, FROM THEN ON, CLAIMED THAT TO REACH ME BY MAIL YOU WOULD HAVE TO SEND THE MAIL TO MY PARENT'S ADDRESS.
MOTHER HAD MY CHILDHOOD JOINT BANK ACCOUNT, WITH HER. DID SHE CASH MY 18th BIRTHDAY CHECKS?
AT 19 I WAS THROWN OUT OF UNB. I HAD REFUSED TO COOPERATE WITH THE ADMINISTRATION TO NOT CRITICIZE THEM BUT TO HELP TO MAKE THINGS GO SMOOTHLY FOR THE ADMINISTRATION. I PUBLISHED THE "KNIGHTLY HERALD" AN OLD TINY NICHE NEWSPAPER AT UNB.
BY 1967 ALL I HAD LEFT WAS MY JOB AT THE CNR.
THAT GREEN AND THIS GOLD WERE STILL PAINTED ON SOME EQUIPMENT, ON MOST OF IT WHEN I STARTED.
I WAS INJURED IN TWO MV ACCIDENTS BY 1970. THE ACCIDENTS DID NOT HAPPEN AT WORK AND THEY WERE CAUSED BY OTHER PEOPLE. COLLUSION AND PREVARICATION WERE RUTHLESSLY DEPLOYED TO LEAVE ME BROKE AND UNEMPLOYED. NO MORE CNR.
I REMEMBER TALKING TO MY FATHER ABOUT MY DISSATISFACTION WITH THE TREATMENT I HAD BEEN AFFORDED. I SAID THAT CONDITIONS WOULD HAVE TO CHANGE AND MY FATHER SAID ``WE ARE IN CONTROL. YOU ARE NOT".
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THAT, BY 1970 WAS NOT THE END OF MY PUNITIVE AND UNSUPPORTED RELATIONSHIP WITH SOCIETY. I CONTINUED TO BE DERAILED FROM MY EVERY REMEDY TO MY UNEMPLOYMENT. NO ONE WOULD ACCEPT THAT WHATEVER ASSETS AND USE OF INFRASTRUCTURE I HAD WERE ESSENTIAL TO ME AND WERE IRREPLACEABLE.
NO ONE WOULD ACCEPT THAT I NEEDED THE NEXT INHERITANCE I WAS TO RECEIVE. THAT WOULD ALLOW ME TO WORK. NO ONE WOULD HIRE ME. I WAS CRIPPLED AGAIN IN 1986. I HAD BEEN A SLAVE LABORER, I WAS UNPAID FOR 3 YEARS AT MY WIFE'S DISASTROUS BUSINESS RIGHT UP TIL THE ACCIDENT IN DECEMBER 1986.
I COULD NOT "MAKE PAYMENTS" TO THEM ANY MORE AS THEY FERVENTLY DESIRED OF ME . MY OWN SHOP, WITH A NEARBY SLEEPING ACCOMMODATION, OR A JOB AS A WRITER OR MUSICIAN WAS REQUIRED. FAMILY MEMBERS RIGOROUSLY OPPOSED THIS IMPERATIVE. WHY COULD I NOT GET THE MENIAL "START AT THE BOTTOM" JOB DEMANDED MY MOTHER WHO HAD A VERY BRIEF WORK HISTORY.
THROUGHOUT THE NINETEEN EIGHTIES AND NINETEEN NINETIES I CONTINUED TO EXPERIENCE MORE THEFTS OF INHERITANCE AND MORE DISABLING INJURIES AND ACCIDENTS. THE FAILURE OF GOVERNMENT TO PROVIDE PROPER COMPENSATION OR EVEN MEDICAL TREATMENT HAMPERED AND IMPOVERISHED ME. I SPEAK IN A POLITE AND EDUCATED MANNER, AND I, THANKS TO A DONATION FROM MY AUNT HAD A FEW GOOD CLOTHES TO WEAR WHEN I WAS OUT AND ABOUT. PEOPLE HAD THE IMPRESSION THAT THAT AND MY OWNERSHIP OF MY HOUSE, AN ONGOING REMEDIAL WORK IN PROGRESS FOR 40 YEARS, MEANT THAT I HAD NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT DESPITE NOT EVER HAVING DISPOSABLE INCOME.
I THINK MANY OF THE BAD THINGS I HAD TO PUT UP WITH WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED IF I WAS NOT RUTHLESSLY STOLEN FROM AND PUNISHED ALL MY LIFE. DOES THAT START WITH CHILDHOOD ABUSE AND ADOLESCENT PUNISHMENT AND FINANCIAL EXPLOITATION?
There are gross elements of Perversion motivating some or is it many of the rotten bastards who made life difficult, painful or impoverished. They are figuratively and in their interior fantastic reality screwing or fucking me.
I am deeply suspicious of the motivations of all the Stick Wielding People, from my Mother who proudly declared Father had not had sex with her after I was about five years old but her face was wreathed in a look of Joy as she beat me to the Saint Michael's University Stick Fucker Preppie Boys which I wrote about.
I repeatedly recall that bad treatment I was subjected to was a case of persons exercising latent or symbolic sexually perverted motivations which having power over, intimidating, dispossessing and demeaning other persons satisfies for them.
The pair of HFAS, the clerk in the CNR Employee Relations Office and the Lawyer, Logie, from Northwestern Insurance were screwing me in 1970, fucking me like they would if they as a pair got hold of an intoxicated or drugged man or a submissive fairy. I catch glimpses of that behavior on TV and I often remember Dan Savage on Bill Mahr proudly declaring that instead of fighting over sex outside their marriage "one or them would be on one end and the other on the other end" of a third man. To me this is indicative and frighting. I am Homophobic, I am scared of what Queers in Power over me might do.
SIGMUND FREUD'S HYPOTHESIS SHOULD BE USED IN THE LEGAL PROCESS. HE WAS RIGHT ABOUT SEX AND MOTIVATION.
THERE IS NOTHING CLEAN ABOUT LYING AND VANDALIZING AND STEALING TO PUNISH A PERSON WHO HAS DONE NO HARM TO YOU. PARTICULARLY, IF A CHILD OR A DISABLED PERSON IS THE VICTIM, IT IS A REVOLTING PERVERSION, A SUBSTITUTION OF HURT POWER FOR THE POWER AND JOY OF HAVING SEX.
Friday, December 10, 2021
NO, I AM NOT TOUGH. I AM LIKE A DRAGON FLY, LARGE AND AGILE BUT VERY FRAGILE.
The thousands of attacks, many of them accompanied by flopping on me, by my Mother created what she wanted, complete paralyzed submission. This conditions a collapse response instead of a proper "Fight" response. I gather from other people, as they say so, that the situations which cause me to collapse would not bother them.
When you find out much later about a huge loss, what can you do but go paralyzed with anguish?
This is the view from Mount Royal about ten minutes back then by car from where I was born.
Mount Royal was right above, bottom left. Uncle Albert's house which I was to inherit was ten minutes away at the top right.
The other thing which strikes me is the unnecessary stealing by fully supported women. They continually hampered high minded projects such as writing, music and art. Even socialist, environmentally protective political discourse was hampered by the Women lying disparagingly about what thoughts I allegedly had. even accusing mental defect when the Women's whole "Thing", lying, punishing ,seizing, hampering is a mental defect. Huge life depreciating actions were carried out by My Family Women for frivolous reasons.
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That Mental Case my brother Andrew came here once and I was practicing.
He said `` I have never seen anyone so self involved ``. I sent you that
Women In Control of Men Article. He was a part of it. The women made him
into A SUBMISSIVE MENTAL CASE AND THEY WANTED THAT FOR ME TOO.
The loss of experience I suffered as a result is crushing to contemplate.
Betty crowed that she had joined up with the people who destroyed my land to swap false stories about me and spread them around. The Women in my family did not do anything productive, they just manipulated power for themselves by actions which were always destructive.
Tuesday, November 23, 2021
MY TRUTHFUL AND LAWFUL RESTRICTIONS SHOULD NOT DISADVANTAGE ME
TOTAL RECALL IS LIKE DIGITAL VIDEO
TOTAL RECALL AND THE ARBERY TRIAL
See how the Digital Recordings expose Liars and provide both subtle and gross indications of what happened, even off camera.
I have always had a photographic memory. My childhood was rife with misrepresentation, fraud, theft, lies and liars. It was necessary to remember what was said, particularly by myself, and what was said to me. Photographic and audio memory both would be necessary to know what really had happened.
I might have developed Cinematographic Memory as a result of practicing the documentation of Lyrics created as a root verse or as additional or improved verses extemporized during Live Music Practice or Performance and of course while composing.
The necessity of dealing with false accusers, trespassers, accident injury perpetrators and raiders created more situations where accurate recall was necessary.
Then along came Windows and Movie Maker and Animation Software million movies had a filing and retrieval system.
HEY, HERE I COME IN THE BC SUPREME COURT YOU LYING FUCKING BASTARDS!
Saturday, November 20, 2021
Tuesday, November 16, 2021
THE TERRIBLE ECONOMIC SITUATION CREATED THROUGH TAKEOVERS
I WAS REPEATEDLY FORCED TO STOP DOING WHAT I WAS WORKING AT.
WHEN I WAS WORKING FOR SEVEN YEARS AS A CNR EMPLOYEE, THE JOB WAS WHAT I HAD. I WAS NOT ONLY DEFRAUDED OF MY OUT OF WORK INSURANCE AND MY WAGE LOSS BUT THE LAWWHORES ALL AGREED, THEY KNEW I WAS NO GOOD AND WAS GOING TO BE FIRED, THEY SAID DESPITE THE YARDMASTER TESTIFYING THAT I WAS INCREDIBLY RELIABLE AND REALLY FAST.
THE LAWYERS AND THE JUDGE MADE A DEAL WITHOUT ME BEING INVOLVED. THEY DID NOT BELIEVE ME AND MADE THE DEAL. THE TESTIMONY AT TRIAL WAS TOO LATE. DEAL ALREADY MADE.
EVERY ACCIDENT AND EVERY EXTORTION SCHEME BROUGHT WHAT I WAS WORKING AT TO AN END.
THERE WAS NOTHING FOR ME TO GAIN BY ENGAGING IN CONFLICT ON OR OVER MY JOB OR LATER, OVER MY SOLELY OWNED PROPERTY. THE CONFLICT CONTRIBUTED TO MAKE THE DAMAGE DONE WORSE.
FOR THERE TO BE ANYTHING TO GAIN BY ACTING TO DISPOSSESS ME, I HAVE TO HAVE EARNED OR RETAINED SOMETHING OF VALUE. I HAVE DEMONSTRATED MY RATIONAL COMPETENCE THROUGH ASSET RETENTION.
PERSONS WHO HAVE NOT DEMONSTRATED ANY FORM OF COMPETENCE WILL IRRATIONALLY BE PERMITTED TO DECLARE THAT I AM CRAZY BASED ON WHAT THEY CLAIM I THINK. UNDER CROSS EXAMINATION IT WILL BE OBVIOUS THAT MY ACCUSERS DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY WERE THINKING. THE ATTACKING WAS NOT BACKED BY THINKING. THE ATTACKS ON ME WERE MOTIVATED BY HATRED, GREED AND ENVY.
Sunday, November 14, 2021
I BOUGHT THE FIRST HOUSE AT OTTER POINT WITH ITS 12 FOOT HIGH 1200 SQUARE FOOT BASEMENT IN 1979
I WAS FULLY EQUIPPED TO START A JEWELRY MANUFACTURING BUSINESS
I had gold and silver inventory to sell, 500 ounces of Silver and 250 grams of Gold, which could kick start an enterprise where I would employ people or at least myself.
There was no other work available, logging was slowing down, there were only a few jobs in Sooke.
When I arrived in Sooke BC, unbeknownst to me, the neighbors did not want to lose their ``LOGGER CULTURE`` and they did not want me `Yuppie`, (young urban professional). No ``Yuppies`` were to be allowed to live here despite the fact that THE TREES WERE ALL GONE.
I HAVE TRULY HAD A BELLYFUL OF DAMNED ETHNOCENTRIC DISCRIMINATION. I AM ALWAYS, IT SEEMS, A MINORITY OF ONE.
MY INVENTORY WAS STOLEN, THE HOUSE WAS BURNT WITH MY FACTORY IN IT. I DID NOT YET RE-ESTABLISH ANY JEWELRY MANUFACTURING AND SALES. I HAVE THE EQUIPMENT AGAIN BUT I AM SO CRIPPLED BY THE DAMNED ATTACKS OF THE UNDERCLASS INCLUDING POLICE THAT I CANNOT DO IT NOR CAN I DO MY ART, MY MUSIC AND MY VIDEOGRAPHY.
THE FOREST AND THE MEADOW AT OTTER POINT IN NOVEMBER OF 1979
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Looking East around the side of the house the meadow looked much like this.
It was a brilliant warm sunny day when I took possession of my first piece of land. The grass was long and soft and brown from the sun, stretching out to the top of the hill on the North and up to a copse of Fir on the East.
Unbelievably a thin stream of water shot into the air where the well house is now and I thought there was City Water but it was a capped and taped up Artisan well that was squirting into the air. I can feel how thrilled I was
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