Dark Imaginings Live performance by Lindon Collard

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FIVE MINUTES DRAGGING MY BOOTS THROUGH THE SNOW AND I VIVIDLY RECALL WHAT USED TO HAPPEN TO ME AFTER THREE WEEKS OF SWITCHING BOXCARS AT THE CNR. Then I had day two with the pressure tank leak in the basement and the frozen well pipes

 

I HAD TO SWEEP THE SNOW OFF MY CAR AND I HAD TO SHOVEL A CLEAR SPOT UNDER THE BIRD FEEDING PLATFORM.

MY BACK BEGAN TO GET ``SOGGY`` AS SOON I DRAGGED MY 24 INCH BOOTS THROUGH THE SNOW FOR A MINUTE.

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I REMEMBER CLEARLY, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED AFTER I WORKED THREE WEEKS, I HAD TO RECLINE FOR TEN DAYS TO RECOVER SO AS TO DO ANOTHER THREE WEEKS OF WORK AT THE  CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD.

MY BACK LACKED THEN, AND LACKS NOW THE ABILITY TO HOLD MY LEGS IN PLACE AND MY BACK WILL WOBBLE AND MY LEGS MIGHT VEER LEFT OR RIGHT. TOO DANGEROUS TO WORK THE SWITCH YARD. IT IS EVEN DANGEROUS HERE ON THE ACREAGE TO HAVE A WOBBLING BACK AND VEERING WALKING.

COLLAPSE DUE TO MY TONIC IMMOBILITY OR SHELL SHOCK IS A DIFFERENT DISABILITY. COLLAPSE (OR CONVULSION) DOES  NOT OCCUR AS A GRADUAL LOSS OF STRENGTH AND STABILITY  COLLAPSE AND CONVULSION OCCUR INSTANTANEOUSLY.

PERIODICALLY I REALIZE HOW ABSURD THE CONTROLLING FREAKS ARE.

MY MUSICAL ENTERPRISE HAD  LITTLE TO DO WITH ANYONE ON VANCOUVER ISLAND AS IT HAPPENED IN MY STUDIOS HERE OR IN VANCOUVER. ONCE I GOT FARTHER AFIELD, BUT I WAS A CITY OF VANCOUVER MUSICIAN. WHY WOULD THE COLLARD FAMILY WOMEN BE INVOLVED WITH THAT AT ALL? THEY WANTED TO STAMP IT OUT.

THE POLICE HERE AT OTTER POINT, THE SOOKE RCMP, WERE VERY INTERESTED IN DISCREDITING ME AND IN ( FROM FOI ) INTERFERING WITH MY MUSIC CAREER. WHY? THE VANCOUVER POLICE, IN THE CITY WHERE I SOUGHT MY CAREER DID NOT INTERFERE WITH ME EXCEPT FOR FRITZ VERHOOVEN'S POLICE FRIEND FROM THE DOG SQUAD. ( I FORGOT. )

WHY WOULD POLICE BE INVOLVED WITH NOT A PARTYING BUT AN ORIGINAL COMPOSING AND LYRICIZING MUSICIAN?

 

MULTI TRACK "TOTAL RECALL" MAY BE REQUIRED TO RECOGNIZE INCONSISTENCY.

I JUST VIEWED TWO OLD SCENARIOS IN MY AUTOMATIC RECALL STREAM THAT RUNS AND RUNS ON ITS OWN.

I BECAME AWARE OF A GLARING INCONSISTENCY BETWEEN MY BROTHER ANDREW'S STATEMENTS WHICH ARE POSTED AND ANIMATED. I HAD NOT EVER NOTICED THIS SPECIFIC INCONSISTENCY.

I THINK THAT THE TWO SCENARIOS ARE SO DIAMETRICALLY OPPOSED THAT I WOULD CONCLUDE THAT MY BROTHER WAS NEUROTIC. HE WAS EITHER A DISTURBED LIAR, OR HAD HYSTERICAL PERSONALITY DISORDER OR HE WAS WILLINGLY UNDER NARCISSISTIC  CONTROL TO THE POINT OF HIS ACTING IRRATIONALLY.

THIS IS NOT THE VIDEO BUT IT HAS KEY MEETING PARTICIPANT'S IMAGES IN IT.

MY EX-WIFE WILL SPEAK ABOUT THEIR PROJECT.

CLICK ON THE ICON TOP LEFT FOR "FAMILY BOORLOOMS'' CHANNEL. "MOTHER" VIDEO IS THERE. 

I ASKED MY BROTHER WHY WHEN UNCLE ALBERT SENT ME NOTICE THAT HE HAD LEFT ME HIS HOME AND HIS MONEY, YOU DID NOT TELL ME NOR GIVE ME MY MAIL. "MOTHER AND I THOUGHT THAT IF YOU KNEW YOU WOULD NOT TRY HARD ENOUGH". ON ANOTHER OCCASION I WAS BEING TALKED ABOUT. SOMEONE SAID THAT I WOULD PROBABLY GO INTO POLITICS. 

THIS HAD TO BE A DISCUSSION OF MY INHERITANCE AND WHAT I WOULD DO IF I HAD CAPITAL AND DID NOT HAVE TO WORK. 

I CLEARLY HEARD MY BROTHER ANDREW SAY "WE WILL MAKE SURE THAT DOES NOT HAPPEN".

THERE IS A DUPLICITY IN THE STATEMENTS OR IS IT ALL ABOUT MAKING SURE I DID NOT SUCCEED AT ANY OF MY AIMS. HYSTERICAL PERSONALITY DEFECT AND SCHITZOPHAGIA MANIFEST IN HIS OWN MIND OR IN HIS NARCISSISTIC WIFE'S AND MOTHER'S MIND AND ADHERED TO BY HIM AS A PROJECT TO DESTROY ME.

THERE ARE MORE OF THESE FAILURES
OF REASON ON ANDREW'S PART POSTED.

FROM DITZKRIEG

 

DITZKREIG

This is a forbidden subject blog. I Speak the Unspeakable. Get in Touch with the Untouchable. Why is there DITZKRIEG? What was the problem? Is it possible Women bite the hand that feeds them as the only available hand to bite? I was beaten as a child, ripped off of my bequests from relatives, Defamed and Extorted by my wife and the Collard family women's gang. I have been attacked by Women's gangs who I had never met but just lived nearby.

DOUBLE WHAMMY

November 24, 2022

IN 1992, MY EX WIFE EXULTED:" SEE," SHE SAID, "IT WOULD HAVE BEEN CHEAPER TO LET ME SPEND WHATEVER I WANTED TO".

SHE WAS REFERRING TO THE CRUSHING IMPOVERISHMENT I WAS EXPERIENCING AS A RESULT OF HER DIVORCE HARVEST.

FIRSTLY SHE WAS WRONG. SHE HAD IMPOVERISHED ME FOR TEN YEARS THROUGH DIVORCE EXTORTION. I WAS ALREADY IN RAGS WITH A SMASHED UP $500 CAR AND I HAD NOT SPENT A CENT ON MYSELF OR ANY OF MY DECADES LONG PROJECTS SINCE MY HOUSE WAS BURNT DOWN ON JUNE TWENTIETH NINETEEN EIGHTY.

SECONDLY THERE WAS NOT A DOLLAR AVAILABLE TO ME UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES BY NINETEEN NINETY WHEN SHE MOVED OUT WITH ALL OF  MY  PALTRY CHATTELS. SHE TOOK ALL OF MY LEGAL DOCUMENTS AND MY PICTURES WHICH PROVED WHAT DAMAGE HAD BEEN DONE HERE AT OTTER POINT AND AT THE BURR HOUSE. THEN SHE STARTED DIVORCE PROCEEDINGS.

SHE WAS FURIOUS. SHE EXPECTED TO SPEND FREELY AND I WAS TO PAY FOR IT.

SHE, HOWEVER, KNEW ABOUT MY INHERITANCES, AND TOLD HER LAWYER TYLER LUCCIES WHO WROTE TO ME AND IN HIS INCOMPETENCE INADVERTENTLY DISCLOSED THIS INFORMATION. 

THIS IS HOW THEY FELT AS THEY CONSPIRE. I FELT IMPOVERISHED AND HOPELESS AND VERY FRIGHTENED.

I DID NOT KNOW WITH CERTAINTY ABOUT MY INHERITANCES UNTIL THEN.

THE EX-WIFE, BETTY COLLARD OR TRIXIE DASHEVSKY, WAS INCENSED WITH ANGER THAT I WAS REFUSING HER SPENDING DEMANDS BEYOND THE $1050. PER MONTH I HAD TO PAY HER OR SHE WOULD APPLY FOR WELFARE "FOR HER" WHILE I STRUGGLED TO PAY FOR GROCERIES, INSURANCE, ELECTRICITY AND THE $475. PER MONTH THE COLLARD FAMILY WOMEN'S CRIMINAL GANG WAS EXTORTING FROM ME OR I WOULD BE DENIED MY INHERITANCE FROM MY FATHER, LESLIE V. COLLARD.

THEY, ALL OF THEM KNEW THEY WERE WORKING ON TAKING OVER ALL OR MOST OF MY INHERITANCES FROM MY CHILDLESS UNCLE ALBERT AND HIS SIBLING, MY AUNT ANNETTE. 

I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT MY INHERITANCES AS MY WIFE AND/OR MOTHER HAD STOLEN MY MAIL.

THIS WAS A CLASSIC DITZ SQUEEZE PLAY, EXTREME POVERTY AND NO EXPECTATION FOR ANY MONEY IN THE FUTURE BUT MY $12/ HOUR BEING PAID OUT FOR MY EX-WIFE'S DEBT TO MY MOTHER AND THE $1050. PER MONTH I HAD PAID MY WIFE PERSONALLY SO SHE WOULD NOT FRAUDULENTLY APPLY FOR WELFARE SINCE 1982 OR THEREABOUTS.

TWO MILLION DOLLARS BETWEEN MY UNCLE ALBERT AND MY AUNT ANNETTE.

MY EX-WIFE WAS FURIOUS THAT SHE COULD NOT "SPEND FREELY" SO SHE CONTACTED THE POLICE. I WONDER WHAT SHE TOLD POLICE AND WELFARE.

THEY GOT ALL OF MY INHERITED MONEY( AND SOLD MY UNCLE'S HOUSE HE HAD LEFT TO ME), UNTIL 1995 WHEN I GOT $165,000. OF THE HALF MILLION MY AUNT LEFT ME UNTIL THEY PRESSURED HER AS SHE DIED TO CHANGE HER WILL. 

IN 1995, I WAS JUST SHORT OF ENOUGH MONEY TO PAY FOR THE HOUSE I AND MY EX-GIRLFRIEND ANN OWNED IN VICTORIA WHICH WAS BEING FORECLOSED UPON. SHE HAD SPENT THE RENT WE RECEIVED FOR THE TWO SUITES SHE DID NOT LIVE IN. THE FORECLOSURE WAS HAPPENING THE DAY I FOUND OUT AND A COUPLE OF DAYS AFTER I INHERITED MY DREGS OF TWO MILLION DOLLARS THEY STOLE MOST OF. INHERITANCE NUMBER THREE AND STILL NO MONEY FOR ME. I WAS IN DEBT.

DITZKRIEG, WOMEN'S WAR ON MEN, WAS DIRECTED AT ME TIL I WAS COMPLETELY IMPOVERISHED AND THE POLICE WERE ONTO ME, A HUNDRED OF THEM WERE ON MY PROPERTY SURE THEY COULD PROVOKE ME AS MY EX-WIFE HAD CLAIMED THEY COULD. THEY RAIDED ME FOR OVER THIRTY YEARS.

I WAS OLDER THAN SEVENTY BY 2016 AND THEY WERE STILL RAIDING ME AT THE ROCKCLIFFE AND AT MY OTTER POINT HOUSE AND STUDIO. 

YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE HOW HARD IT WAS TO RECOVER FROM FOUR YEARS OF PARALYSIS. WHEN I HAD RECENTLY BECOME MOBILE I WAS PRESSURED AND HARRIED. I WAS CONSIDERED WORTHLESS. WOMEN WERE TAKING OVER MY WIFE SAID WHICH MEANT I BECAME A PENNILESS SLAVE FOR TWENTY YEARS.S.

PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOT BEEN INJURED AND PARTIALLY RECOVERED WOULD NOT UNDERSTAND MY ANGUISH AND OUTRAGE AT MY BEING THREATENED THAT SO MUCH PRESSURE WOULD BE PUT ON ME THAT I WOULD BE CRIPPLED  AGAIN. IN FACT THAT HAD ALREADY BEEN ACCOMPLISHED IN EARLY 1984.

   

Thursday, October 27, 2022

I USED TO STOP MY CAR AND ROLL OUT MY BACK REVERSE ARCH ON THE GRASS BESIDE THE ROAD. IF I STEPPED ON A QUARTER, MY BACK ALIGNMENT WOULD BE DESTROYED. I WORKED THE JEWELRY FACTORY MOSTLY FROM A ROLLER CHAIR. THEN I FINISHED MY OWN HOME. CONSTANTLY I HAD TO STOP TO SLEEP, THEN GET UP AMD WORK SOME MORE.

THAT WAS IN A STATE OF RELATIVE RECOVERY, AFTER I WAS DISABLED AND NOT ABLE TO BE ON MY FEET MORE THAN FORTY FIVE MINUTES FOR FOUR YEARS, FROM MAY 1970 TO MAY 1974.

DESPITE THIS HISTORY, I WAS ATTACKED BY THE COLLARD FAMILY WOMEN'S CRIMINAL GANG. THEY IGNORED ALL FACT, LAW AND ETHICS. THEY WOULD LIE AND FAKE AND STEAL AND OBFUSCATE AND EVEN TRY TO PROVOKE ME RIGHT AFTER AN ACCIDENT WHEN I WAS IN A DECLARED STATE OF FUGUE OR DISASSOCIATED MEMORY. 

I AM SIMILARLY PROFOUNDLY PARALYZED TODAY AS I WAS FROM NINETEEN SEVENTY TO NINETEEN SEVENTY FOUR. DO I HAVE FUGUE? 

YES. I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO CONTACT ANY OF THE SUBSCRIPTION SERVICES WHICH I PAID FOR BUT COULD NOT UTILIZE. MY CONTENTIOUS SITUATION WITH MY C-CAN AND VICTORIA TOWING TRYING TO GROSS ME LED TO AGGRAVATED RESTLESSNESS.

I ALWAYS JUST WANTED TO GET PRACTICED UP ON HARMONICA  AND DANCE AND GO TO PLAY WITH A WELL REHEARSED LIVE BAND. LATER I WANTED TO PERFORM MY NEW MUSIC.

WHAT IS THE REASON FOR ALL THE HAMPERING, THEFT AND OPPOSITION?

I JUST HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET OVER ARSON, THEFT, INHERITANCE CONVERSION, EXTORTION, FORCED LABOR AND A HUNDRED PEOPLE ON MY PROPERTY INTENDING SOME HARM TO BEFALL ME, ALWAYS.

I HAVE NOT RECOVERED FROM A SERIES OF COLLAPSES  AND CONVULSION I EXPERIENCED SIX YEARS AGO, WHICH STARTED IN NOVEMBER OF 2015.

I AM STILL MORE THAN VIRTUALLY PARALYZED, DROOLING OUT OF BOTH SIDES OF MY MOUTH FROM THE COLLAPSES AFTER THE VICTORIA BY-LAW RAID HERE AT OTTER POINT FEBRUARY 24 2016 AND FROM THE CONVULSION I EXPERIENCED JUNE 8 2016, DURING A RAID OR AN UNWARRANTED PROPERTY INVASION BY A BRITISH COLUMBIA SPECIAL PROVINCIAL CONSTABLE AND HER CO-INVADER ( THE YOUNG WOMAN IN THE 1980'S SEX WORKER COSTUME) WHEN I LOST THREE TEETH AS WELL.

THE FIRST AND MOST BASIC AND MINIMAL FINANCIAL COMPENSATION WOULD BE EVERY DOLLAR I WOULD HAVE MADE FROM WHATEVER PROJECT  I WAS WORKING ON WHENEVER WHOMSOEVER STOPPED MY PROJECT THROUGH THEFT, FRAUD, ARSON OR THE "UNDER COLOR OF LAW" MISUSE OF ADJUDICATION AND AUTHORITY.   

JOB THREE: SCROLL TO THE BOTTOM GREEN PRINT TO SEE HOW MY JOB THREE DOES MORE FOR EVERYONE THAN ANY OF MY ATTACKERS OR EXTORTIONISTS OR DEFAMERS DO BETWEEN THE WHOLE BUNCH OF THEM.

THE FOCUS OF MY WORK HAS ALWAYS BEEN UPON MY WRITING, MY ART AND MY MUSIC. THERE WAS ALSO THE DAY JOB, JOB TWO: 

THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD AND THEN THE COMMERCIAL GOLD CASTING SERVICE PART OF ADVANCED METHOD JEWELRY MANUFACTURING'S WORK WERE A POSITIVE AID TO SMALL BUSINESS.

THE VOLVO SALES JOB WAS A DRAG AS I ALSO HAD TO DO THE DRUDGERY OF HOUSE BUILDING ONLY TO HAVE THE FIRST HOUSE BURNT DOWN,

THE SECOND IS IN A 17 FOOT DEEP HOLE, IMPOSSIBLE TO ACTUALLY COMPLETELY FINISH TO THIS DAY. 

This is my house from the second story up down on the ground. The deck was supposed to be a balcony with stairs coming down. There was to be a row of greenhouses in front and below.

My Solar Heated Home has no Solar Heating but many of the features and mechanisms are in the House. The large expanse of glass heats the house during the Winter Days, but then at night it allows too much cooling. The 16,000 pounds of Concrete, Brick and Stone heat storage mass is there but there is no heat from the greenhouses. I built one in the yard as a Legal Evidence Display. It generates a lot of Heat, even during Winter.

AT CHOCOLATE AND VANILLA I WAS UNPAID AND THEN MORE FUNDS WERE EXTORTED FROM INHERITANCES TO PAY MY WIFE'S DEBTS TO MY FAMILY AND I WAS ASSESSED AT 13 3/4% INTEREST ON THAT HOGWASH INSTITUTED DEBT. THAT CAME OUT OF MY TAX FREE INHERITED MONEY. THE FAMILY GOT  TAX FREE MONEY INSTEAD BY NOT DECLARING IT TO THE CRA.

  

I HAD TO EXPAND MY ATTEMPT TO PROVIDE MY OWN  PERSONAL SMOKE ( I DID NOT GET THAT THEN, I HAD TO SELL THE MARIJUANA TO PAY MY WIFE'S BUSINESS EXPENSES). I HAD TO GROW MARIJUANA AND ALL THE MONEY I WAS PAID WENT TO PAY MY MOTHER AND MY WIFE AND SHE HAD WELFARE PAY TO FEED MY KIDS.

MY JOB THREE HAS PROVIDED A HUGE BENEFIT TO THE COMMONWEALTH.

THE FIRST TWO JOB TWO'S, WERE BENEFICIAL SERVICE TO INDUSTRY.

THE LAST JOB TWO:ALMOST ALL SOLD MARIJUANA WAS DIRECTED  TO MEDICAL MARIJUANA PROVIDERS AND USERS.

JOB THREE WAS INVESTING THE MONEY FROM GOLD APPRECIATION AND FROM INHERITANCES IN 12 1/2 ACRES OF FOREST FULL OF WILDLIFE AND YEARLY PACKING AWAY 400K KILOMETERS OF AUTOMOBILE CARBON DIOXIDE. 

This is one of the only unstripped parts of the original two Acres of Meadow. The Forest is visible behind the fragment of Meadow but the land is stripped between it and the Forest. 

THE REST OF THE INHERITANCES I GOT ARE INVESTED IN THE ROCKCLIFFE COMPLEX IN VICTORIA WHERE I PROVIDE URBAN HOUSING FOR FIFTY WORKERS AND UNIVERSITY STUDENTS. 

   

Chimney and Roof

 

MEN TOO

THIS POST COULD BE ON BOTH OF THESE blogs@blogspot.

DITZKREIG

I DID, JUST YESTERDAY, CORRELATE A COUPLE OR THREE MEMORIES:

I RECALLED HOW I WAS "BAD MOUTHED": USING DEROGATORY TERMS TO DESCRIBE ME WAS ALL THERE WAS TO THE DEFAMATION.

I WAS SUPPOSEDLY AN "ABUSIVE" HUSBAND. WOULD NONE OF THE USUAL CHARACTERISTICS OF THE CONTROLLING AND ABUSING BE EXHIBITED AND STILL THE BASELESS FABRICATIONS ABOUT MYSELF WERE ACCEPTED AND COMMUNICATED AND ACTED UPON?

HERE IS A TRUMP CARD IN THIS GAME OF DECEPTION. IF I WAS AN "ABUSIVE" HUSBAND AND PARENT WOULD I NOT HAVE TO EXHIBIT SOME SIGNS OF "CONTROLLING"? 

I WAS KNOWN, I WAS TOLD YEARS LATER, BY SOOKE TEENAGERS AS ONE OF TWO ADULTS WHO IT WAS SAFE TO DIVULGE INFORMATION TO TO GET ADVICE.

WHEN I MADE THIS HEAD I DID NOT KNOW HER  HAIR WAS DYED BUT BY THE TIME THIS HEAD WAS ANIMATED WHO KNOWS. I ENTIRELY MANUFACTURED THAT HAIR.

MY EX-WIFE DYED HER HAIR BLONDE SECRETLY AND I NEVER PRIED OR SPIED OR CONTROLLED HER ENOUGH TO KNOW SHE DYED HER HAIR. I NEVER KNEW BUT I WAS TOLD ABOUT IT AFTER SHE LEFT ME AND I REMEMBER THE SPRING OF '75 WHEN SHE ARRIVED WITHOUT HAIR ROPE HAIR, WITH SOFT AUBURN TRESSES AND I SAID "YOUR HAIR, IT IS SO NICE AND SOFT AND SHINY". "I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THE SUN" SHE SAID. I CONCERNED MYSELF WITH REMEMBERING WHOSE WAX HAD BECOME WHAT CASTING AND PLAYING HARMONICA AND WRITING SARCASTIC SATIRICAL POEMS AND DOING A BIT OF PAPER MACHE'.

ENTITLED AND BESIDES OTHER PEOPLE HAVE MORE THAN THEY DO

BELIEVE IT OR NOT SOME WOMEN AND A FEW MEN HAVE ACTUALLY COLLECTED, NOT INHERITED, BUT MANIPULATED, THIS MUCH CASH, WORK FREE, OUT OF THE GOVERNMENT SUPPORT SYSTEM AND SOMETIMES EVEN MORE OUT OF HUSBANDS THROUGH DIVORCE. 

THERE ARE A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE WHO WILL MILK EVERY GOVERNMENT OR FAMILY TEAT THAT THEY CAN REACH.

I WAS BEMUSED IN THOUGHT EARLY THIS MORNING AND INTO MY SEA OF CONSCIOUSNESS THERE FLOATED THE REALIZATION THAT THOSE WHO DRAIN EVERY TEAT ALSO REFUSE TO MAKE ANY SUPPORTIVE CONTRIBUTION TO FAMILY OR GOVERNMENT OR FATHERS FOR SURE.

IT IS NOT JUST ONLY WOMEN WHO ACT LIKE THIS. THERE ARE EXPLOITATIVE MEN AND CULTURES AND AGENCIES WHERE MEN MILK THE SYSTEM AND DISPOSSESS OTHER PEOPLE OF RIGHTS AND PROPERTY AND THEIR ENTERPRISE.

THIS WEEK I AM WITNESSING THE ACTIONS OF A MAN WHO MILKED THE SYSTEM AS HARD AS HE COULD AND WILL CONTINUE TO COLLECT A SUBSIDY FROM GOVERNMENT DESPITE BEING EMPLOYED FULLY NOW AND HAVING EARNED MONEY WORKING AS MUCH AS ANYONE I KNOW WHILE REFUSING TO EVER PAY ONE DOLLAR OF INCOME TAX.

THE EXTRAORDINARY LIGHTHEADEDNESS OF LAWYERS.

BARBARA YATES SAID TO MY EX-WIFE "IF YOU WANT MONEY YOU ARE BETTER OFF WITH HIM DEAD OR DIVORCED." JUST GREAT FOR MY FUGUE TO HEAR THAT. 

I HAD BEEN IN A HEAD CRACKING CAR ACCIDENT CAUSED BY A LEFT TURNING NEGLIGENT IN 1986.

ANY PROPER STUDY OF MY HISTORY WOULD UNCOVER THE FACT THAT MY EX-WIFE WAS NOT ENTITLED TO ANYTHING IN A DIVORCE ACTION.

FIRST, EARL SHAW, WHY WOULD YOU SEND ME TO BARBARA YATES?

I CAME TO SEE YOU BUT I WAS SO DAMNED FUGUED  THAT IT WAS ALL  I COULD DO JUST TO GET TO YOU. I DID WHAT YOU TOLD ME TO DO. 

"ICBC WANTS TO PAY ME $3000 FOR MY TIME AND YOU WILL GET A $0 SETTLEMENT" SAID BARBARA YATES. "ICBC SAYS YOU ARE WORTHLESS".

I NEVER HAD A HIGH TAXABLE INCOME. I HAD TAX FREE CAPITAL GAINS IN THE GOLD BUSINESS I WAS IN. I BUILT TWO HOUSES WITH MY LABOR DOING A LOT OF FINISHING WHICH DOES NOT GENERATE A T4.

EVEN WHEN I WORKED AT THE CAR LOT I WAS USUALLY FINISHING A HOUSE OR FIGHTING FOR MY FIRE INSURANCE AS WELL. MY WRITING AND MUSICAL SKILLS WERE IGNORED. ALL OF THIS CREATED NON TAXABLE WEALTH. ALL MODEL CREATION IN THE JEWELRY BUSINESS WAS NON TAXABLE WEALTH.

I SAVED MYSELF FROM EX-WIFE CREATED UNDER WATER INSOLVENCY TWICE BY THE TIME I MET YATES.

BARBARA YATES SHOULD LISTEN TO HER CLIENT, NOT THE INDEMNIFYING AGENCY WORKING FOR A NEGLIGENT.

I RECALL THE UNDERLYING CRIME MY EX-WIFE CREATED WHEN SHE SAID "SIGN OVER ALL OF YOUR ASSETS OR I WILL SAY YOU ABUSED ME".

THAT MEANS EVERYONE WHO AIDED HER IN FALSITY TO DISENABLE ME IS GUILTY OF AT LEAST OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE. 

MEMORY IS NOT ALL THAT IS REQUIRED TO UNDERSTAND THE HERE AND NOW. THE PRESENT IS ENTIRELY COMPOSED OF THE EVENTS WHICH OCCURRED IN THE PAST. UNDERSTANDING HOW THIS CAME ABOUT REQUIRES CORRELATION.

MY SISTER JOANNE COLLARD (NOW PHILLION, Phd CURRICULUM STUDIES) SAID "YOU THINK YOU ARE SO SMART BUT WE FIXED YOU". "YOU WERE GOING TO INHERIT UNCLE ALBERT'S HOUSE AND HIS MONEY AND WE FIXED THAT!" 

SHE ALSO SAID WHAT IS ANIMATED IN THE VIDEO AT THE PAGE TOP.

I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT TWO PEOPLE SAID ABOUT THE SAME EVENT.

I HAD REMEMBERED WHAT EACH PERSON SAID. I HAD NOT NOTICED THAT THE TWO VERSIONS OF THE SAME EVENT POINTED TO AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT MOTIVATION FOR THE ACTIONS TAKEN TO HIDE AN INHERITANCE FROM ME AND TO STEAL IT.

I THINK THAT IS WHAT THEY WERE UP TO. THEY WERE PROBABLY BOTH LYING!

MY BROTHER ANDREW SAID "MOTHER AND I DID NOT THINK YOU WOULD TRY HARD ENOUGH IF YOU KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO INHERIT ALBERT'S MONEY".