Tuesday, August 9, 2022
Friday, July 29, 2022
PULL ME IN, SUCK ME DRY AND SPIT ME OUT, RIGHT
I RECALL THAT IF I HAD BEEN ALLOWED TO PURSUE MY INTERESTS AND TO KEEP THE MONEY MY RELATIVES GAVE TO ME AS A CHILD I WOULD HAVE BEEN JUST FINE AND IF I HAD GOTTEN MY UNCLE ALBERT'S HOUSE AND HIS MONEY AS I WAS WILLED THAT I WOULD HAVE BEEN FREE TO DO MY ART, WRITING AND MUSIC.
I WANTED TO PURSUE MY ART. IF I GOT THE MONEY I WAS GIVEN, I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD TO PUT ALL THOSE HOURS INTO WORKING NOT AT MY ART.
ONE MIGHT SAY, SO WHAT.
UNFORTUNATELY I HAVE ENDED UP ISOLATED FROM MY ACQUAINTANCES AND IN ADDITION I HAVE DE FACTO BEEN KICKED OUT OF MY FAMILY BY WOMEN WHO MARRIED INTO THE COLLARD FAMILY AGAIN. ALL OF THE WOMEN WERE RIGHT THERE FAMILYING IT UP WHEN I WAS TO INHERIT MONEY OR HAD A TRUST FUND OR A BANK ACCOUNT.
Thursday, July 28, 2022
A letter to A.P.
I would be bewildered as to why people would involve themselves negatively in my affairs.
Your theory was that they wished to have sex with me.
You would be right about men wanting to have sex with you. Some wanted more, like control or even to wipe the smile off your face as if they thought you were smug or laughing at them.
The women who interfered did not wish to have sex with me except for very few, they wanted to have me in the position of control by them which they would have if I was having sex with them.
In addition, if illicit sex could be alleged, suddenly an exacting ethical landscape was created. What about the ethics of and the moral deficiency of the origin of the entire encounter or non-encounter being the false creation of their being in danger or their having been exploited ? Some Women would assume that role and position even when I was not having sex with them or even in contact with them. The basis and the historical origin of the Fake 911 call is " Woman in danger from sex partner or attempted sex partnering ".
If the bad interfering people could not have you for sex or more, or control over me, they would flip control to destructive powers and persons to destroy each of us if they could not have us under their control and domination.
Persons dependent on us or even just in the vicinity could be seriously damaged but the malfeasants do not care.
Same sex attacks could be a product of Jealousy and Envy as well, and the hatred could be of an imagined wealth or privilege and it could be so wrong and so misplaced. Attacks include rigorous defaming of the person whom they are jealous of.
You do not know the quarter of the Nonsensical Criticisms of yourself I had to rebut.
Saturday, July 23, 2022
ABOUT CNN
I WAS SITTING LATE AT NIGHT, THINKING, "LES ENFANTS TERRIBLE'" RAIL AT A "GOVERNMENT CONTROLLED AGENDA"
IN CANADA NO LESS. WITH CNN BEING AN AMERICAN NEWS OUTLET I AM DUBIOUS.
Sunday, July 17, 2022
WHEN YOU GET THE JOB YOU HAVE TO DO WHAT THE CUSTOMER OR OWNER OF GOODS OR THEIR PERSON WANTS YOU TO DO.
WHEN I JOINED THE CNR THESE WERE
OUR COLOURS.
ALL OF US WHO WORKED AS I DID, IN SEVERAL DEPARTMENTS, AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD ASSIDUOUSLY PURSUED THE SAME GOAL, WHICH WAS TO MAKE SURE EVERY PERSON AND ITEM WE TRANSPORTED ARRIVED INTACT AND WHERE AND WHEN THE CUSTOMER HAD REQUIRED OUR SERVICE TO THE CANADIAN PEOPLE.
WE KNEW THAT OTHER PEOPLE'S PROJECTS AND SAFETY COULD NOT BE JEOPARDIZED WHILE WE WERE IN CHARGE OF THE VEHICLE AND WE WERE IN CHARGE OF THE LOAD AND WE WERE CHARGE OF THE ROAD AND THE BRIDGES AS WELL, IN DIFFERENT DEPARTMENTS I WORKED IN.
WHEN WOMEN TOOK CONTROL THROUGHOUT MY LIFE, MY PROJECTS AND MY NEEDS AND ASPIRATIONS WERE NOT ONLY NOT ALLOWED TO PASS THEIR CONTROL BUT MY PROJECTS WERE DELIBERATELY AND WILLFULLY DESTROYED.
WHEN I INHERITED MONEY, I WAS SIMPLY BLINDSIDED, I WAS NOT THERE, MOTHER STOLE MY DOCUMENTS AND I ENDED UP LOSING SEVERAL INHERITANCES WHICH EVERYONE KNEW I WOULD USE TO ADVANCE MY ART MUSIC AND WRITING.
LATER I OWNED MY OWN PROPERTY BUT I COULD NEVER DO ANYTHING WHICH WOULD JEOPARDIZE THE SAFETY AND SUPPORT OF MY CHILDREN, JUST LIKE AT THE CNR WHERE WE HAD TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING AND ALL THEIR PLANS WERE SUPPORTED AND KEPT SAFE ON THE CNR .
AS A FAMILY MAN I WAS LIMITED IN MY MANEUVERABILITY.
I COULD NOT SELL OUT AND LEAVE TOWN WITH MY ASSETS WHEN MY WIFE STARTED MY EXTORTION THROUGH THREATENING MY DESTRUCTION BY A DIVORCE ACTION AFTER ONLY EIGHTEEN MONTHS OF MARRIAGE WITH ONE CHILD AND ANOTHER ON THE WAY AS MY WIFE HAD DESIRED AND "NEEDED".
Monday, July 4, 2022
FACEBOOK ONLY ACKNOWLEDGES ONE ACCOUNT THAT OF Lindon Collard but But BUT ALL OF THESE CHARACTERS blogs AND Channels are the originating source of all the posts on Facebook attributed to Lindon Collard.
THERE ARE A WHOLE LOT MORE OF THESE CONTRIBUTORS ON YOUTUBE.
LIVE ROCK CRITICliverockcritic@gmail.comSigned out
Lindon Collardlindoncollard@gmail.com
MARIJUANA CRITICmarijuanacriticcanada@gmail.comSigned out
Marijuana Warswarsmarijuana@gmail.comSigned out
Canadacomplaint Commissioncanadacomplaintcommission@gmail.comSigned out
TORTURE CANADAtorturecanada@gmail.comSigned out
Bull Rushbullrushfrog@gmail.comI- i
Sunday, June 26, 2022
This post brackets some of my original video from Decades ago about the subject: ARE YOU SURE THAT IT WAS OK, I AM BEING OVERSENSITIVE OR ECCENTRIC TO HAVING CONTRACTED FOR AND AGREED TO BY ALL, I WOULD THINK, WORK CONDITIONS AND OUT OF WORK PROTECTIONS AND OTHER AGREEMENTS NOT HONORED. CAN THEY BLAB AND TAKE YOUR MONEY AND NOT FOLLOW THROUGH WHEN YOUR BENEFIT BECAME DUE
ARE YOU SURE THAT IT WAS OK, AM I OVERSENSITIVE OR ECCENTRIC TO HAVING CONTRACTED FOR AND AGREED TO BY ALL, I WOULD THINK, WORK CONDITIONS AND OUT OF WORK PROTECTIONS AND OTHER AGREEMENTS NOT HONORED? CAN THEY BLAB AND TAKE YOUR MONEY AND NOT FOLLOW THROUGH WHEN YOUR BENEFIT BECAME DUE?
MANY UNEXPECTED FAILURES TO FOLLOW THROUGH AND HONOR AGREEMENTS HAVE DIMINISHED MY LIFE, CREATING A LOT OF POVERTY AND TO HORRIBLE WORKING CONDITIONS WHICH I HAD NOT AGREED TO.
AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD, AGREEMENTS TO WORK IN 1963, AT A SPECIFIC EMPLOYMENT WERE BROKEN. I SIGNED UP FOR SURVEY WORK AND I WAS SENT TO A CEMENT GROUTING GANG INSTEAD.
TWO YEARS IN A ROW, BETWEEN UNIVERSITY SEMESTERS, I WAS PROMISED, BY THE CNR RECRUITER, TO HAVE MOTEL ACCOMMODATION AND RESTAURANT MEALS PROVIDED AT NO COST TO ME AND I WAS PROVIDED ACCOMMODATION IN BUNK CARS INSTEAD.
I HAD BEEN PENNILESS AT UNIVERSITY AND I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO HAVING RESTAURANT MEALS, I HAD NEVER HAD THEM AND I WAS DROOLING AT THE PROSPECT OF PAID FOR RESTAURANT MEALS A MOTEL ROOM AND SMALL TOWN GIRLS. IN NEW BRUNSWICK, IN 1963, EVERY MAIN STREET HAD A MOVIE THEATER. I HAD ONLY BEEN TO A MOVIE THEATER ONCE.
**************LATER, FAR FROM NB, IN BC************
I WAS FUNCTIONING PERFECTLY AS A CN YARD FOREMAN IN 1970. I WAS SLAMMED IN A CAR ACCIDENT AS A PASSENGER. I WAS TOTALLY PARALYZED. NOTHING PREPARED ME FOR BEING DENIED MY PAID FOR EVERY CHEQUE:
WHAT WAS EVEN MORE UNBELIEVABLE WAS THAT I, 24 YEARS OLD WITH 7 YEARS AS A CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD EMPLOYEE HAD AN APPOINTMENT AT THE UNION OFFICE WITH THE UNION REPRESENTATIVES AND THEY TOLD ME:
THEY WERE GOING TO "SIT THIS ONE OUT", "THIS ONE" BEING MY REQUEST FOR AID TO OBTAIN MY OUT OF WORK INSURANCE. I WAS A THIRD GENERATION CNR EMPLOYEE, THIS BEHAVIOR WAS UNHEARD OF AT CANADIAN NATIONAL.
ARE YOU SURE THAT IT WAS OK, I AM BEING OVERSENSITIVE OR ECCENTRIC TO HAVING CONTRACTED FOR AND AGREED TO BY ALL, I WOULD THINK, WORK CONDITIONS AND OUT OF WORK PROTECTIONS AND OTHER AGREEMENTS NOT HONORED. CAN THEY BLAB AND TAKE YOUR MONEY AND NOT FOLLOW THROUGH WHEN YOUR BENEFIT BECAME DUE
MANY UNEXPECTED FAILURES TO FOLLOW THROUGH AND HONOR AGREEMENTS DIMINISHED MY LIFE, CREATING A LOT OF POVERTY AND HORRIBLE WORKING CONDITIONS.
AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD, AGREEMENTS TO WORK IN 1963, AT A SPECIFIC EMPLOYMENT WERE BROKEN. I SIGNED UP FOR SURVEY WORK AND I WAS SENT TO A CEMENT GROUTING GANG INSTEAD.
TWO YEARS IN A ROW, BETWEEN UNIVERSITY SEMESTERS,I WAS PROMISED, BY THE CNR RECRUITER, TO HAVE MOTEL ACCOMMODATION AND RESTAURANT MEALS PROVIDED AT NO COST TO ME AND I WAS PROVIDED ACCOMMODATION IN BUNK CARS INSTEAD.
TWO YEARS IN A ROW, BETWEEN UNIVERSITY SEMESTERS, I WAS PROMISED, BY THE CNR RECRUITER, TO HAVE MOTEL ACCOMMODATION AND RESTAURANT MEALS PROVIDED AT NO COST TO ME AND I WAS PROVIDED ACCOMMODATION IN BUNK CARS INSTEAD.
I HAD BEEN PENNILESS AT UNIVERSITY AND I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO HAVING RESTAURANT MEALS, I HAD NEVER HAD THEM AND I WAS DROOLING AT THE PROSPECT OF PAID FOR RESTAURANT MEALS A MOTEL ROOM AND SMALL TOWN GIRLS. IN NEW BRUNSWICK, IN 1963, EVERY MAIN STREET HAD A MOVIE THEATER. I HAD ONLY BEEN TO A MOVIE THEATER ONCE.
NOTHING PREPARED ME FOR BEING DENIED MY PAID FOR EVERY CHEQUE
WHAT WAS EVEN MORE UNBELIEVABLE WAS THAT I, 24 YEARS OLD WITH 7 YEARS AS A CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD EMPLOYEE HAD AN APPOINTMENT AT THE UNION OFFICE WITH THE UNION REPRESENTATIVES AND THEY TOLD ME
THEY WERE GOING TO "SIT THIS ONE OUT", "THIS ONE" BEING MY REQUEST FOR AID TO OBTAIN MY OUT OF WORK INSURANCE. I WAS A THIRD GENERATION CNR EMPLOYEE, THIS BEHAVIOR WAS UNHEARD OF AT CANADIAN NATIONAL.
Thursday, May 12, 2022
ARTIST OR ARTISAN
I WAS UTTERING A WRIT WHERE I WANTED TO DESCRIBE MYSELF AS ARTIST, WRITER, MUSICIAN AND BUSINESSMAN.
THE RESEARCH EXPEDITERS THOUGHT THAT ONLY MUSICIAN AND BUSINESSMAN WOULD BE THE APPROPRIATE CLAIM.
I WRITE, DO I NOT? I WAS DOING MUSIC. THE PAPER MACHE' RESUMED SOON.
THE REST OF ARTIST, MOST RECENTLY IS VIDEOED AND POSTED, BUT FOR QUITE A FEW YEARS I MADE METAL OBJECTS, THE COPPER ASYLUM RACERS AND OTHER PIPES AND WATER PIPES AS WELL. THE DESIGN AND HAND MANUFACTURE IS ARTISAN OR ARTIST.
IN 1974 I ENDED UP BY CHANCE RUNNING A COMMERCIAL SILVER AND GOLD CASTING SERVICE AND JEWELRY FACTORY. AS I DID LOST WAX CASTING WEEKLY, I COULD MAKE ANYTHING I THOUGHT UP OUT OF GOLD AND SILVER.
AT ADVANCED METHOD JEWELRY MANUFACTURING THE SHOP POLICY WAS TO BE NICE AND TECHNICALLY HELPFUL TO EACH AND EVERY CUSTOMER.
I had an AAA Industrial Credit Rating with the Bank of Nova Scotia.
I had letters from Immigration and Manpower Canada which described my training of an otherwise unemployable woman with disfiguring facial injury. She achieved permanent employment as the most expert Wax Impression producer whom the large manufacturer who hired her had ever encountered. I had cast 50,000 pieces of jewelry at Advanced Method. I sold it in 1978 and bought this property at Otter Point one year later.
This is Lindon's currently used 1975 Asylum Racer, with the Anthony Bowl, carrying a BRINDLE E nail.
THE ASYLUM RACER S (I USE ONE DAILY, 45 YEARS OLD)WITH STERLING SILVER BOWL AND FINISH. I MADE GOLD AND JEWELED AND DECORATED WITH ANYTHING ANYONE COULD IMAGINE AND ALL IN A FOUR INCH TALL WATER PIPE.
I HAD PRODUCED MODERN COMPACT WATER PIPES, THE ANAYALAHATOR in copper, the copper
ASYLUM RACER AND THEN AT THE FACTORY, THE SUPER ASYLUM RACER IN GLEAMING STERLING SILVER WITH A WHITE LATEX RUBBER CORK AND FLUTED STEMMED GLASS BOTTOMS TO HOLD THE WATER. all of my gold and JEWELED and decorated asylum racers were burned in the fire at otter point in the original house when it was robbed and burned down in june of 1980.
It just occurred to me. i think my inventory of cheap gold rings was stolen before the arson. were the gold and was the stock of sterling silver asylum racers stolen not burned in the house as i had thought until right now?
SURELY THIS QUALIFIES ME AS AN ARTIST. OK WHAT ABOUT THE HUNDREDS OF CAST BEES IN GOLD AND PINE CONES AND ANYTHING I COULD CARVE FROM WAX OR EXTRUDE OR MOLD FROM WAX.
I BET I CAST MORE ART ONLY OBJECTS THAN MOST LOST WAX ARTISTS. WHILE I MADE THE ASYLUM RACERS. WHILE I CAST UP TO 45,000 PIECES OF JEWELRY FOR OTHER JEWELRY MANUFACTURERS, AND I CERTAINLY SOLD ANY FINISHED JEWELRY THAT I COULD GET ORDERS TO MAKE. I EVEN WORKED FOR CHEAP PRICES AND LOW WAGES MANUFACTURING SILVER CHARMS AND PENDANTS FOR VANCOUVER'S BOUTIQUES, IN GASTOWN AND ON FOURTH AVENUE.
Monday, May 9, 2022
TOTAL RECALL CAN BE REALLY GROSS. THE RECALLED WALK AND SPEAK AND ACT JUST LIKE THE DAY THE CREEPS DID THEIR DAMAGE.
English to Greek Meaning/Translation of Horribl
MY MOTHER AGAIN, RECALLED. GROSS!
I WAS PONDERING THE SIGNIFICANCE OF PEOPLE REQUIRING REHAB WHEN I RECALLED: MOTHER WAS IN REHAB IN 1961 FOR CODEINE (LITTLE PINK PILLS) AND MORPHINE (LITTLE BLUE PILLS) AND STILL, I ALSO JUST RECALLED, SHE WAS IN ABSOLUTELY UNRESTRAINED CONTROL OF EVERY ASPECT OF COLLARD FAMILY LIFE.
AS I TRAVELED TO UNB IN 1962, MOTHER TOOK MY CHILDHOOD BANK ACCOUNT WHICH IS COMPOSED OF ALL OF THE GIFTS I HAD EVER BEEN GIVEN BY ALL OF MY RELATIVES. I WAS ALLOWED TO BE GIVEN NO TOYS OR BICYCLES OR SKATES, ONLY MONEY WAS ALLOWED AND IT ALL WENT INTO MY BANK ACCOUNT. HOW CUTE A CHILD'S BANK ACCOUNT FOR ALL MONEY RECEIVED, TO SAVE UP FOR TWELVE YEARS FOR "WHEN YOU GO TO COLLEGE'' WAS THE FUCKING ADULT BULLSHIT.
MY MOTHER EMPTIED MY BANK ACCOUNT AS I TRAVELRD TO UNB.
MOTHER ALSO DID NOT ALLOW ME TO SPEND THE EXTRA $75 TO GO TO THE YOUTH RESIDENCE, THE BEAVERBROOK, WITH SNACKS AND NURSE AND MORE.
THE YOUNG MEN I COULD CREATE SOCIAL CONTACTS WITH FOR THE FUTURE WERE NOT AT THE RESIDENCE FOR OLDER FOREIGN STUDENTS I WAS SENT TO.
STILL ON THE OPIATE PILLS AND VALIUM TOO MOTHER RAGED AND RULED SEIZING MY TRUST FUND FROM MY PATERNAL GRANDFATHER WHICH WOULD HAVE ALLOWED ME TO BUY A HOTEL WHERE I WOULD HAVE MADE THE CONTACTS AND ESTABLISHED THE RELATIONSHIPS I HAS MISSED OUT ON.
THAT IS A PROBLEM I EXPERIENCED WITH WOMEN, ADDLED AS A ROTTEN EGG BUT STILL FIRMLY IN CHARGE.
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