Wood Furnace

 

Virtually paralyzed and ignored.

After a month of really bad paralysis I made it in to Sooke. I think December 14 2023 was the last day before this latest until today, bout of paralysis that I could do anything. 

I HAVE REPEATEDLY TOLD MY MEDICAL PRACTICIONERS AND MANY OTHER PERSONS THAT IF I UNDERTAKE AN ACTIVITY ON DAY ONE, I AM NOT FIT TO ACCOMPLISH ANOTHER ACTIVITY UNTIL DAY FOUR.

 A page on how I feel December 15 2023:  This is today's entry among the 100 or "Apage on how I feel" so titled and dated in my 'Document files'. 

After many days of Virtual Paralysis I was active yesterday for an hour or so. I attached a string of lights to the C-can. I had to stand on the ladder, place and secure the light string and affix  3 ties.

Today I at first could not straighten my back from "reverse arch spasm" sufficiently to be able to get out of bed, I had to lay there not moving. Now when I do stand to do bathroom or kitchen activity I have to lean on something or if  I close my eyes I have more standing up strength. Sitting held in place by wedging legs and arms allows more and longer useful time , to write or eat or drink. I usually last only two minutes up on my feet and not just today, This happens a lot during a period of post collapse recovery. 

 I googled "paralysis, and I was offered among other things:

Why do I feel paralyzed?

Paralysis is one of the ways our body responds to stress, and there's ways to manage it. Living with anxiety engages your autonomic nervous system (ANS), also known as the fight, flight, or freeze response. The “freeze” response can feel like paralysis — physical, emotional, or cognitive.Apr 25, 2022.      

I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THE POLICE COULD BE HERE.

THEY MADE A POINT OF TELLING ME THAT THEY COULD COME HERE ANYTIME, 24/7.

My energy is sapped by stress and anxiety according to the Googled quote.  I feel I have to be alert for an imminent raid at any time. There is also a debilitating factor caused by the anguish I feel at having my homestead despoiled physically and at the loss of the quiet enjoyment of my property.

POSTSCRIPT:

PERHAPS WHAT I CALL "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS PARESIS? THIS CAME UP ON A GOOGLE PAGE.

Paralysis vs Paresis: Key Differences

Paralysis and paresis have distinct characteristics that help differentiate between the two. The main difference between paralysis and paresis are as follows:

• Degree of Loss: The main difference between paresis and paralysis is the degree of muscle function loss. Paralysis is characterized by complete or severe muscle weakness in the affected area. In contrast, paresis is characterized by partial weakness or reduced muscle strength in the affected body areas.
  Another key difference between paralysis and paresis is that paralysis can cause loss of sensation and reflexes in the affected area, while paresis only affects muscle strength and control. Paresis may also cause muscle twitching or cramping, whereas paralysis does not.
• Symptom Severity: The symptoms of paresis are typically less severe than those of paralysis. Individuals with paresis may experience weakness or difficulty moving a particular muscle or muscle group, while individuals with paralysis may not be able to move the affected muscle at all.
• Potential for Recovery: While paralysis may be permanent, paresis is often reversible with proper treatment. In paralysis, the damage to the muscle or nerves controlling the muscle may be too severe for recovery. However, in the case of paresis, with physical therapy or other interventions, individuals with paresis may be able to regain full muscle function.  

AFTER MY TRIP TO SOOKE TODAY JANUARY 29 2024THIS IS HOW I WAS AFFLICTED BY PARALYSIS, UNABLE TO MOVE AND I WILL HAVE TO LAY DOWN  AGAIN NOW.

I HAVE REPEATEDLY TOLD MY MEDICAL PRACTICIONERS AND MANY OTHER PERSONS THAT IF I UNDERTAKE AN ACTIVITY ON DAY ONE, I AM NOT FIT TO ACCOMPLISH ANOTHER ACTIVITY UNTIL DAY FOUR.

 A page on how I feel December 15 2023:  This is today's entry among the 100 or "Apage on how I feel" so titled and dated in my 'Document files'. 

After many days of Virtual Paralysis I was active yesterday for an hour or so. I attached a string of lights to the C-can. I had to stand on the ladder, place and secure the light string and affix  3 ties.

Today I at first could not straighten my back from "reverse arch spasm" sufficiently to be able to get out of bed, I had to lay there not moving. Now when I do stand to do bathroom or kitchen activity I have to lean on something or if  I close my eyes I have more standing up strength. Sitting held in place by wedging legs and arms allows more and longer useful time , to write or eat or drink. I usually last only two minutes up on my feet and not just today, This happens a lot during a period of post collapse recovery. 

 I googled "paralysis, and I was offered among other things:

Why do I feel paralyzed?

Paralysis is one of the ways our body responds to stress, and there's ways to manage it. Living with anxiety engages your autonomic nervous system (ANS), also known as the fight, flight, or freeze response. The “freeze” response can feel like paralysis — physical, emotional, or cognitive.Apr 25, 2022.      

I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THE POLICE COULD BE HERE.

THEY MADE A POINT OF TELLING ME THAT THEY COULD COME HERE ANYTIME, 24/7.

My energy is sapped by stress and anxiety according to the Googled quote.  I feel I have to be alert for an imminent raid at any time. There is also a debilitating factor caused by the anguish I feel at having my homestead despoiled physically and at the loss of the quiet enjoyment of my property.

POSTSCRIPT:

PERHAPS WHAT I CALL "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS PARESIS? THIS CAME UP ON A GOOGLE PAGE.

Paralysis vs Paresis: Key Differences

Paralysis and paresis have distinct characteristics that help differentiate between the two. The main difference between paralysis and paresis are as follows:

• Degree of Loss: The main difference between paresis and paralysis is the degree of muscle function loss. Paralysis is characterized by complete or severe muscle weakness in the affected area. In contrast, paresis is characterized by partial weakness or reduced muscle strength in the affected body areas.
  Another key difference between paralysis and paresis is that paralysis can cause loss of sensation and reflexes in the affected area, while paresis only affects muscle strength and control. Paresis may also cause muscle twitching or cramping, whereas paralysis does not.
• Symptom Severity: The symptoms of paresis are typically less severe than those of paralysis. Individuals with paresis may experience weakness or difficulty moving a particular muscle or muscle group, while individuals with paralysis may not be able to move the affected muscle at all.
• Potential for Recovery: While paralysis may be permanent, paresis is often reversible with proper treatment. In paralysis, the damage to the muscle or nerves controlling the muscle may be too severe for recovery. However, in the case of paresis, with physical therapy or other interventions, individuals with paresis may be able to regain full muscle function.  

IT IS NOT ABOUT THE PILES OF BROWN BANKNOTES. IT IS ABOUT WHAT I MIGHT HAVE EXPERIENCED AND BEEN ABLE TO DO IF I HAD NOT BEEN GRIFTED. GRIFTERS WORK ALL SORTS OF SCAMS , THEFT, EXTORTION, FRAUD...

ALL OF THIS MONEY WAS GRIFTED FROM ME LONG AGO WHEN MONEY BOUGHT MUCH MORE THAN IT DOES TODAY.

 

THIS IS PROBABLY AN ACCURATE REPRESENTATION OF THE ACTUAL CASH WHICH WAS GRIFTED BUT THE MONEY WAS WORTH A LOT MORE, MORE THAN FORTY  YEARS AGO.

THESE ARE THE GRIFTERS IN MY FAMILY:

MY WIFE PERSONALLY GRIFTED ME AND SHE ALSO HELPED OTHER PERSONS TO GRIFT ME.

THESE GUYS GOT A LOT OF MY MONEY BY MY HAVING TO PAY INTEREST INTO MY PARENTS ESTATE. THEY GOT IT.

THEY COST ME A LOT BUT ONLY ONE OF THEM GOT MY MONEY FROM MY UNCLE ALBERT WHICH WAS DIVIDED INTO PARTS INSTEAD OF LEFT TO ME AS HE HAD DECLARED IN THE ORIGINAL WILL WHICH WAS HIDDEN FROM ME BY ALL OF THESE VILLAINS HERE ON THIS PAGE.

MY MOTHER FROM HELL STARTED DRAINING MY BANK ACCOUNTS  WHEN I WAS SIXTEEN AND OF 10-14 K WHEN I WAS EIGHTEEN AND SHE MASTERMINDED THE THEFT OF MY ENTIRE INHERITANCE FROM MY UNCLE ALBERT CULMINATING IN WHAT WAS A MILLION DOLLARS AND A HOUSE BECOMING ABSOLUTELY ZERO DOLLARS FROM MY UNCLE'S ESTATE.

"I, ANDREW, DID NOT GET MUCH AND...":

Monday 23 May 2022

Family Weirdo Andrew, subject of Franco Fascist Francine

ON BEING UNFLAPPABLE:

I WAS,

 

UNTIL MY HOUSE WAS BURNT,

MY LAND WAS RAPED,

 

AND POLICE MADE UP  NONSENSE AND CHAINED ME UP AND FROZE ME WHILE TRANSFERRING ME AROUND AND I HAVE NEVER RECOVERED.

Notes for blog.

When I turned 18, my Mother stole my trust fund from my Paternal Grandfather. I attended school for 14 years. I was on year 3 of a "Senior Management'' program at the CNR and I was expelled because I HAD CHANGED courses. How did they even know? I was thrown out of University at 19. I had a meeting with the University President Colin B. McKay where he spoke only about my Newspaper and how I should help the administration rather than criticize them. It is likely I was written to, but maybe not, my Mother always stole and kept my mail. Mother triumphantly handed me a letter from UNB as I was literally About to leave Montreal to go to saying I was "NOT READMISSIBLE". It was a stamp. STAMPED OVER MY TRANSCRIPTS.  

At 21 I was denied my unable to work insurance and that happened again when I was injured in a motor vehicle accident for a second time. How many people be able to stand that. It is no wonder i went into virtual paralysis.

Today November 9, 2013 I lifted a 5 gallon can of gasoline into the trunk of the car. I became paralyzed; I could not get up for hours.

Is that hypo tension, low blood pressure, or does the pressure in the spinal column shut me down. 

is that "Where the architecture of the back will not support the back the back will not support itself", Strain and Counterstrain. 

I WAS INJURED AS A PASSENGER IN A MOTOR VEHICLE ACCIDENT IN MAY 1970.

I HAD BEEN INJURED PREVIOUSLY BUT I RECOVERED ENOUGH TO BE WORKING THREE WEEKS ON, ONE WEEK OFF, AS A CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD YARD FOREMAN IN VANCOUVER BC. 

I RECEIVED VERY LITTLE ASSISTANCE. I WAS ON MY OWN WITHOUT MY "OUT OF WORK" INSURANCE. THAT WAS THE CNR CLERK HELPING OUT THE INSURANCE COMPANY. THE CLERK WAS SURE I WAS FAKING AND THAT STARVATION WOULD DRIVE ME BACK TO WORK. HOWEVER, I WAS PARALYZED UNTIL 1974 AND I WAS SETTLED WITH THROUGH FRAUD IN 1975, FOR THE PALTRY SUM OF $10,000.

YOU CAN READ ABOUT EVERYTHING WHICH HAPPENED IN MY COLLECTION OF blogs@blogspot WHICH I EMAILED TO YOU AND TO JOHN HORGAN PREVIOUSLY.

WHAT I AM WRITING ABOUT IS THE LACK OF ASSISTANCE I HAVE BEEN AFFORDED, I HAD BEEN A CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD EMPLOYEE (srb 673990-3) FOR 7 YEARS BY 1970. I RECEIVED NO GOVERNMENT ASSISTANCE AND I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH PERIODS OF SEVERE PARALYSIS WITH PERIODS OF VARYING PARTIAL RECOVERY FROM TIME TO TIME ALWAYS ON MY OWN. THERE IS NO ONE TO ASSIST ME, I DO HIRE PAINTERS AND YARD WORKERS, BUT I MOSTLY STRUGGLE AND HURT MYSELF WITHOUT ANY HELP DOING WHAT ESSENTIAL WORK THAT I MANAGE TO DO.

HOWEVER IT SEEMS THERE ARE ALWAYS 4 TO 6 OR MORE POLICE AND BY-LAW AVAILABLE TO HARASS AND INTIMIDATE ME AND TERRORIZE ME AND I COLLAPSE.

I CAREFULLY OBEY ALL LAWS AND REGULATIONS SO AS NOT TO BE SUBJECTED TO TERRORIZATION AND COLLAPSE BUT THIS IS DEFEATED BY THE FALSE COMPLAINANTS WHO CAN USE FAKE 911 CALLS TO SEND POLICE TO MY HOUSE. THEY ALWAYS COME UNANNOUNCED AND IN FORCE AND WITHOUT A WARRANT. I CANNOT FIND A LAW OR REGULATION WHICH PERMITS THIS TO HAPPEN. 

WHY HAS THERE NEVER BEEN ANYONE TO ASSIST ME, I AM A DISABLED PERSON.

WHY ARE THERE ALWAYS MANY MEN AVAILABLE TO DRIVE OUT HERE TO OTTER POINT FROM SOOKE OR LANGFORD OR EVEN FROM VICTORIA TO TERRORIZE ME WHEN THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A CONVICTION RESULTING FROM THIS EGREGIOUS OVERREACHING AND THERE IS NEVER ANYONE HERE BUT MYSELF. ( I HAD A TENANT BEFORE 2000.) MY EMPLOYEES NEVER PHONED POLICE FOR PROTECTION AND NEITHER DID I. 

I WILL HAVE TO LAY FLAT NOW I CANNOT WRITE ANY MORE BUT YOU MUST UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM WRITING AND THERE IS EVERYTHING IN DETAIL IN THE blogs AND IN THE email sent to my MLA. 

OTTER POINT HOUSE FROM THE FRONT AND AT THE REAR, THE EXTENDED CHIMNEY VIEWED FROM ROOF OF THE HOUSE.

 

  

picture of "the mob".

 

 

AS SOON AS HE WAS ELECTED I WENT TO SEE JOHN HORGAN MY MLA. HE SAID "YOU WILL HAVE TO PUT EVERYTHING INTO WRITING". I DID THAT BUT THERE WAS NEVER ANY ATTENTION TO MY REQUESTS FOR ASSISTANCE. I CONTINUED TO WRITE AND WRITE AND WRITE ANS WRITE AND PUBLISH THAT.

ART IN ORDINARY HOME STYLE ARCHITECTURE.

WHEN YOU GET AROUND THE BACK OF MY OTTER POINT HOUSE, ARCHITECTURE IS PLAIN. THE SHED IS A SQUARE WITH A FLAT ROOF AND TWO SMALL WINDOWS.

THE EXCEPTION IS THE TOWER, IN A FORMERLY WASTED SLOPING AREA IN THE RIGHT ANGLE BETWEEN THE HOUSE AND THE SHED. THE TOWER RISES ON ITS CONCRETE WALL CLEANLY AND INVISIBLY SOARING STRAIGHT UP AND THAT IS MADE MORE CASTILIAN BY ITS CANTILEVER  UPPER FLOOR AND STEEP ROOF AND WITH HUGE GLASS WINDOWS ON EVERY FACE.

THERE WAS STILL AN UNSIGHTLY HOLLOW AT THE BASE OF THE TOWER. THERE WAS ALSO A PILE OF 2" X 6"  PRESSURE TREATED PLANKS FROM A DEMOLISHED DECK. I DESIGNED A TRIANGULAR DECK FINISHED IN GREY LIKE A POST WAR PORCH FLOOR WITH AN ENCLOSURE MADE FROM RECYCLED PATIO DOORS THAT OPENED ON TO A "FRENCH BALCONY" RAILING.

A GREEN TRANSLUCENT ROOF MADE FROM REUSED FIBERGLASS PANELS IS SUPPORTED BY A SPIDER WEB OF THIN ROOF JOISTS, IT FEELS VICTORIAN. 

THE MOST ARTFUL PART OF THE DECK IS THE SUBSTRUCTURE COMPOSED OF LARGE DIMENSION LUMBER AND POSTS, GUSSETED BY LARGE THICK TRIANGLES OF WOOD, VERY NICELY PAINTED. THERE IS NOTHING UNSIGHTLY ANYMORE, NOT EVEN UNDER THE DECK. 

I WILL TAKE SOME PICTURES AND POST THEM IN THIS ARTICLE. I DID THAT AND HERE ARE A FEW MORE PICTURES.

THE OTTER POINT HOUSE FRONT DECK WAS ENTIRELY RECONSTRUCTED ALSO.

THE YEARS FOR WHICH SOME IMPEDIMENT HAS CONTINUED AND THE PREVIOUSLY ENJOYED ACTIVITIES HAVE NOT CONTINUED SURELY ARE EVIDENCE THAT SOMETHING NEGATIVE OR DISABLING HAD HAPPENED.

VIRTUAL PARALYSIS CAN BE LIKE BEING ENCASED IN CONCRETE OR WADING IN MUD, IT IS INCREDIBLY HARD TO MOVE.

I AM SUFFERING FROM ANOTHER PERIOD OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS, A SYMPTOM OF STIFF PERSON SYNDROME OR TONIC IMMOBILITY. 

I ENDURED MONTHS OR YEARS OF THIS DISABLING INABILITY TO STAND OR SIT, I HAD TO LAY DOWN AND STAY DOWN FOR MOST OF THE DAY FOR MONTHS IN 1967 AND 1968 AND AGAIN FROM 1970 TO 1974 AND I HAD TO SLEEP EVERY FOUR HOURS OR OR EVEN AFTER FORTY MINUTES OF MOBILITY TO REMAIN ACTIVE AFTER THAT UNTIL 1978 AND AGAIN FROM 1986 UNTIL  1992 AND AGAIN FOR MANY YEARS AFTER THAT, IT WAS NOT AS BAD BUT I NEVER REALLY RECOVERED.

DOES THIS NOT MEAN THAT WHEN I WAS INJURED THROUGH COLLISION, CONVULSION OR  COLLAPSE SOMETHING SERIOUS AND DISABLING HAPPENED.

EVIDENCE

THE SIGNS OF WHAT HAS HAPPENED ARE EASY TO SEE AND CONCLUSIVE TO ME.

LEONARD SAID "LAY ALL THE PARTS OUT ON NEWSPAPER AS YOU DISASSEMBLE WHAT YOU ARE WORKING ON AND CHECK FOR SCRATCHES AND WEAR MARKS."

THE CSI PROGRAMS WERE TELEVISED AND OBSERVING EVIDENCE TO DETERMINE WHAT HAD HAPPENED BECAME A COMMON PRACTICE.

I FIND MYSELF BEING DISBELIEVED AND THEN PEOPLE SEEM TO BE UNABLE TO ACCEPT MY PROOFS WHICH ARE BASED ON VISIBLE EVIDENCE AND EVEN LESS THOSE WHICH ARE A REALITY CHECK.

REALITY CHECK: HOW DID THE POLE GET INSTALLED SEVENTEEN FEET UP?

VISIBLE EVIDENCE: THE SHELF LEFT WHERE THE POLE IS. THE POLE WAS INSTALLED BY DRIVING THE POLE TRUCK ALONG THE GROUND BEFORE IT WAS EXCAVATED AWAY TO LOWER THE HOUSE SITE FOR THE HOUSE IN A HOLE.

THIS IS A PICTURE OF THE HOUSE IN A HOLE TAKEN FROM THE FOOT OF THE POWER POLE PICTURED ABOVE.

THE RED GAS CAN IS IN BOTH PICTURES.

REALITY CHECK: WOULD I PLAN TO BUILD MY HOUSE DOWN IN A HOLE?

VISIBLE EVIDENCE: THERE IS A FURNACE CHIMNEY CLEAN OUT WHICH WAS BURIED SEVEN FEET DEEP. IT WAS INSTALLED AS THE PLAN INDICATED WHERE IT WOULD BE ON GROUND LEVEL BUT IT WAS BURIED BY BACK FILLING AGAINST THE "HOUSE IN A HOLE". 

C 130 DIPLOMACY

postscript:

NEW INFORMATION INDICATES THAT AS THE CONFLICT IN ISRAEL AND GAZA SEEMS IMMINENT, STORES ARE BEING SHOPPED OUT OF DRIED BEANS PULSES AND GRAINS. THOSE ARE THE CROPS WE CAN AND DO PRODUCE EFFECTIVELY IN CANADA. OIL SEED PRODUCTION IS OUR SECOND LARGEST CROP  IN CANADA. THOSE ARE THE BASIC FOODS WHICH UNHOUSED REFUGEES NEED DELIVERED. 

TEN YEARS AGO I ADVOCATED FOR A CANADIAN GOVERNMENT SPONSORED INCREASE IN FOOD PRODUCTION WITH THE FIRST AIM BEING TO CREATE A MORE SECURE FOOD SUPPLY FOR CANADA AND ALL CANADIAN CITIZENS. 

AN ADDITIONAL AIM WAS TO HAVE FREE BASIC FOOD DISTRIBUTION TO OUR  CANADIAN CITIZENS WHO CAN NOT AFFORD ALL OF THE FOOD THEY NEED.

THE "C 130 " DIPLOMACY WOULD INVOLVE FLYING OUR SURPLUS OF FOOD WHICH WOULD BE CREATED TO FAMINE OR DISASTER OR OTHER AREAS WHERE A FOOD SUPPLY WOULD BE REQUIRED.

ONE OF THE OBJECTIONS TO ALLOWING REFUGEES TO LEAVE GAZA OR ISRAEL IS THAT THERE WOULD BE NO WAY TO SUPPORT THOSE REFUGEES IN EGYPT.

 

ORDINARY LIFE WHEN I LOOK BACK AT IT, WAS JUST A WASTE OF TIME.

I LAY THERE THINKING: "WAS I BRAIN-DEAD OR STUNNED"? WHEN I REMEMBER THE TIME I SPENT NOT DOING WRITING, ART, AND MUSIC. I WENT TO WORK, I RODE MY MOTORCYCLE, I HAD A GIRLFRIEND, I SAT AROUND WITH GROUPS OF PEOPLE, WHO WERE SMOKING AND DRINKING AND WE WERE TALKING AND LAUGHING, BUT IT ALL SEEMS TO HAVE BEEN POINTLESS.

FAMILY LIFE RANGED FROM HORRIFIC BETRAYAL TO CLOYING TIME WASTING.

THERE WERE MOMENTS OF JOY RIDING MY MOTORCYCLES AND LAUGHING AT THE ROUND TABLE BEFORE IT HOSTED MORE SERIOUS DISCUSSION WHICH I ENJOYED EVEN MORE AND WHICH DID WORK TO FURTHER DEVELOP AND INSPIRE ART, WRITING AND MUSIC.

WHEN I LOOK BACK AT DOING PAPER MACHE' OR LOST WAX CASTING OR MUSIC COMPOSITION AND PRACTICE, I THINK OF THAT TIME AS TIME WELL SPENT IN THE PURSUIT OF A CAREER AS AN ARTIST EVEN THOUGH, SADLY, THAT DID NOT GET TO HAPPEN.

I THINK THAT SEVERE INJURY AND THE VIRTUAL PARALYSIS WHICH FOLLOWED WAS EXACERBATED BY THE CONTINUAL BETRAYAL BY OUR SOCIETY'S INSTITUTIONS THROUGH THE DENIAL OF NECESSARY SUPPORT  FOR MYSELF WHICH I HAVE ALWAYS PAID FOR WITH PREMIUMS AND TAXES.

I AROSE SLOWLY, BIT BY BIT, FROM TONIC IMMOBILITY OR SHELL SHOCK  OR A PERIOD OF WORSENED " STIFF PERSON SYNDROME" AND I WAS PROBABLY HAPPY WITH BEING UP AND AROUND AND MAKING A LIVING AGAIN.

WHEN I NO LONGER HAD TO WORK TO MAKE A LIVING, FROM 2001, TO 2016, WHEN I WAS BADLY CRIPPLED AGAIN, I DID THE MOST VALUABLE AND IMPORTANT WRITING, ART, COMPOSITION, MUSICAL PERFORMANCE, PAPER MACHE' AND ITS ANIMATION AND VIDEOS FOR YOUTUBE.

THERE HAD BEEN PREVIOUS TO THIS A FEW PERIODS OF TIME WHERE I DID A LOT OF ART OR MUSIC COMPOSITION, LYRIC WRITING AND RECORDING THAT.

THERE HAD BEEN A FEW YEARS HERE AND THERE WHERE I WORKED ON MY LIVE PERFORMANCE ON HARMONICA.

ALL OF THE AFOREMENTIONED SKILLS HAD TO BE COMBINED TO SUCCEED AT WHAT I SOUGHT TO ACCOMPLISH.